Dirty Little Secret

_S_t_r_o_k_e_ my hip again...
[[please...]]
>>pull me into your |c|h|e|s|t|
Baby;
all this ♥ is for _you_

...if you can {handle} all my
.d.i.r.t.y.
        .l.i.t.t.l.e.
                  .s.e.c.r.e.t.s...

Can you a-c-c-e-p-t me for
all
      that
                I
                      am?

Don't >>t o s s me out in the {{cold}}
I don't -m.e.a.n- to
                /l/i/e/
                      with these
  *p~r~e~t~t~y* .l.i.t.t.l.e. ~l_i_p_s~

Can't you see
            all this ..p.a.i.n..?
Do you see it
            in my ~.e.y.e.s.~
    [[..in..under..]]
these *g*l*i*t*t*e*r* ~l\as\he\s~ of mine?

All I ever -w-a-n-t-e-d- was
          just a .l.i.t.t.l.e. ♥...
  But can't you see the |f|e|a|r|?
The .u.t.t.e.r. |-d-e-s_p_a-i-r-| [[w-i-t-h-i-n]]?

              I can't ever .b.e.
    that ((nor_mal)) ~g~i~r~l~
who can .f_l-i-r_t. with all the >>b-o-y-s,
            ~dance, sing<<, && [[.h.a.v.e..f.u.n.]]
I can't ever .b.e. the ~~g.i.r.l
      that you [[want]] me to .b.e.;;

Would you ♥ me anyway?

I'm ..d.i.r.t.y..
          The *g*l*i*t*t*e*r*~ _wh.or.es_
      are n o t h i n g
          >>compared..to..me<<
&& I can't e v e r tell you these
        .d.i.r.t.y.
              .l.i.t.t.l.e.
    .s.e.c.r.e.t.s.
              .o.f..m.i.n.e.

I ~~wish__ I could;;
          I'm [[_trapped_]]
            in a {{.m.e.r.r.y-g.o-r.o.u.n.d.}}
      of ]--[a.d.d.i.c.t.i.o.n]--[
          [[N.o..o.n.e]] can {{sa.ve_m.e}}
    && I don't want anyone's -p_i_t_y-
                so .p.l.e.a.s.e.
          >>don't [[make.me.say.it]]
[[stop]] a s k i n g questions
        I'll have to b . r . e . a . k it off
[[&&.then...then...]]
    I'll be {{al.o.ne}} again
            [[.P.l.e.a.s.e...]]
              >>Don't [[make-me-.h.u.r.t.-you]]
>>Don't [[force-me-to-.h.u.r.t.-myself]]
        I n e e d you;;
  Can't you just...[[play]] i.g.n.o.r.a.n.t?
                You can't help me
      So .p.l.e.a.s.e., babe;;
[[Don't.make.me.admit.it.to.myself]]

I ♥ you like
            my m o t h e r
                  ♥'s {c_o_c_a_i_n_e}
.P.l.e.a.s.e. don't .r.u.i.n. this for us
      for the sake of +winning+ the game
                I don't think I could b e a r that

If you ♥ me...
              {{.p.l.a.y..d.u.m.b.}}
[[Don't.r.u.i.n.our.fun]]
          Don't b r e a k me
You ~f~e~e~l~ too _g_o..o_d_
      && this has to l a s t me
              .f.o.r.e.v.e.r.

Baby;;
can we really make it
          --[together]--?
My ♥'s  d y i n g
      to know

Translation:

Stroke my hip again...
please...
pull me into your chest
Baby;
all this love is for you

...if you can handle all my
dirty
        little
                  secrets

Can you accept me for
all
        that
                I
                      am?

Don't toss me out in the cold
I don't mean to
                lie
                      with these
  pretty little lips

Can't you see
              all this pain?
Do you see it
              in my eyes
    in under
these glitter lashes of mine?

All I ever wanted was
          just a little love...
  But can't you see the fear?
The utter despair within?

              I can't ever be
    that normal girl
who can flirt with all the boys,
            dance, sing, and have fun
I can't ever be the girl
      that you want me to be;;

Would you love me anyway?

I'm dirty
          The glitter whores
      are nothing
          compared to me
And I can't ever tell you these
        dirty
              little
    secrets
              of mine

I wish I could
          I'm trapped
            in a merry-go-round
      of addiction
          No one can save me
    and I don't want anyone's pity
                so please
          don't make me say it
stop asking questions
        I'll have to break it off
and then...then...
    I'll be alone again
            Please...
              Don't make me hurt you
Don't force me to hurt myself
        I need you;;
  Can't you just...play ignorant?
              You can't help me
      So please, babe;;
Don't make me admit it to myself

I love you like
            my mother
                  loves cocaine
Please don't ruin this for us
      for the sake of winning the game
                I don't think I could bear that

If you love me...
              play dumb
Don't ruin our fun
          Don't break me
You feel too good
      and this has to last me
              forever

Baby;;
can we really make it
          together?
My heart's dying
      to know