& You'll win

I'll always hold you in my heart,
You, I cannot let you go,
But while I'm closing my eyes and dreaming,
Of a better future, something else,
Your back there and still scheming,
When you figure out what you want,
Let me know because I need to know,
Sometime soon, I need more faith,
To add to what little I own,
But I'm still fighting for something,
For you, fighting against a brick wall,
I can't make anything happen now,
Just let it go on and roll,
But maybe I can try, understand?
I want to make you smile like I once did,
Bring about those changes I once did,
Without even knowing. Thats the only thing,
I want to keep the same, your happiness,
I want that to be like before,
If nothing else. It's not just about me.
So I love you now, and I always did,
And I just wanted to let you know,
That even if we don't make it together,
That I'll always hold you close,
In my heart and thoughts.


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