I told you i would be your little angel, always
That my love for you would never die, and not even in the end would i leave you, it was all no lie.
I promised you the world, my world.
I told you to walk with me, take my hand, trust in my word
And with my wings and strength to carry on, we would fly away together, to our promise land.
You followed, took my hand, and we started to fly...
But storms came, blowing strong winds, and our once bright days started seeming quite dark
The weather wasnt great for such a little angel to fly in, but together, her and her savior pushed on through...
The winds grew stronger, and quite fierce, sending a stork flying off track, landing on the path of the little angel, and her savior
Unexpected obstacles were layed upon their path they followed
And they had to fight their way through them the best they could
The gift that the stork came bearing, they were not ready to recieve
But see, this gift was something that this little angel had always dreamt of, and wanted so deeply
But she knew that it was best if this gift was not accepted at this time
For her and her savior had special plans for their life together, and wanted to save this special gift, for a time that best fit in with the story they were trying to have together, and make, to live a happy ending
So the little angel, and her great savior sent the stork away, with his special gift he came bearing
This caused the little angel great pain, and havoc in her and her saviors life they lived together
The winds blew strong, causing the little angel pain, with no one to turn to, not even her great savior
Only a short time had passed since the night they had sent the stork away with his special gift
And in the weeks to follow, the little angel had many storms trailing on her path, which made it seem almost impossible to get through her days
She tried to overcome the great obstacles that layed on her path, and fought her way through the storms
But her wings wern't strong enough to fly, going against such strong winds
The angel's great savior did not see what was so wrong, and didnt seem to understand what pain she had been feeling
The little angel was hurting deep inside, and cried for help to her great savior, but could not use words, and only seemed to act in anger
She could not fully understand why she was feeling what she felt
But she knew that she was growing weak from flying so hard, against such strong winds
And she could not explain this to her great savior, for both her and her savior had grown so weak
She could not express what she truly felt, it only came out in anger, which hurt her and her savior.
The little angel's great savior soon left her, leaving her alone to pick up the pieces of what had been broken
The little angel cried to her savior, to not leave her, because she knew that this time they could make it through the strong winds and great rains, to their promise land, to the happy ending they had both promised they would find together
Because this time, they had gotten through so much together
But soon, her once great savior, was gone and had left her, alone.
Now alone, this angel flies, with the strength to carry on
But forever will she love her once great savior, and cherish the times they spent
But always will she frown upon him, for giving up on what she thought he believed in so strong
For leaving when the winds blew strong and it became hard to fly
When she truly felt she needed him the most
Author notes
I cannot quite elaborate on this, it speaks quite clear in my opinion. but its my story. of what me and the one i loved most went thru this time, and what happened. and how he left, when it seemed that i needed him most. and he left because i acted in such anger, that i hurt him.. because i was hurting so greatly, an i was truly so alone feeling...
Please tell me what you think
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ahhh this is so cute at the beginning i imagined two lil cute angles lol...but then it gets really sad sobb sobb
Really powerful write
i hope everything is ok sweety!!??!!!
keep on writting
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wow this is deep. i love the story of hope
its really uplifting !@i love it
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read the 1st one on the bottom than the second one... plz
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....i know what you needed.... but here the thing.. this angel here every looked to see what the little bear needed and a punch wasnt what the bear needed... the bear tryied to be there.. through it all but the angel never comes to think of the bear alwayd what the angel needed and thats where the flying went wrong... but the bear is the bad bear for that... for loving and only wanting love back... b.c the angel never knew when to stop... but now there is always a what happens next after the story... the bear is fighting the angels demons who wont go away.. but in the end... its just the same... only what the angel feels is wat matteres... and hopefully the last msg from the bear will make the angel see.. and make the demons go away so that this bear can die in peace... die with the thought and memorys of love, and that he wasnt that bad of a bear for trying.... if the angel wanted to feel alone maybe she should swtich spots.. b.c nothign hurt more than getting punched by your angel when all you needed was comfort and love... and now the angel is playing with demons and they seem to be theones control here... and the bear... well the bears friends are gone with there angels..... so only time will tell for this bear and that angel...., but hopefully this bear will make 20 with joy...someday.. even if this bear has to go to extremes....
this bear will always love you... and if you only knew the truth...... and tried his hardest nto to leave.... but this bear in his dreams.. plays with his little cub even with the bad things the angels demons say to him and call him... so please leave this bear with his night mares and stop making more in the day...> -
... well im sry.. i failed you...
i tried to give you everythign i had but i guess it wasnt what you needed... but like you said you disever better.. and im not it... im a bad person for doig wat i did and wat i couldnt do for you.. but i tried... like steact said ...
"u were not a great boyfriends, u treated her like shit..u were to controling, and thought u were helping when u were just making shit worse! "
i didntmean to hurt you... and i want you to know that i loved you and always will love you and ill take that to my grave with me.... i cant be with another and i cant beleave you would think that b.c of face book they are just pl i know and ppl i met through matt....but anyways....
i want you to live you life and be all that you can be..and i dontknwo if your with anyone but i hope they make you happy and dont do the thigns i did to you.. if i could give you your 4yrs back i would...
im sry... and just remember this is your yr to be all that oyu can be.. your prom yr to be better than anyone else... and i guess you have good friends... and i hope they are there for you always...
Goodbye ashley
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even thou everythign went ot hell and i feel you arnt greatful for what i did try to do.. plz end this stuff with your friends... i dont need ot be reminded of my fu*k ups.. but after this im not ognna come on this site i just wanted to make sure you got this msg.. the last msg to a dream... but i dont want a response i dont need to knwo if someone if they are making you happy if you have someone... i just want my days to be peaceful and to only worry about my nightmares at night.... and i lefted b.c it went to far and you forget i beleaved too.. andi was the one holding you hand through this all.. right beside you in the hospital where the 1 place i hated the most.. you think you where hurt... i wish you could walk a mile in my shoes.. at least you have your friends.... i have nothing... so think twice when you "frown" apon my pain i tried so hard... i gave it all for my failure...... my love....
im sry baby...
i love you and fair well...
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Awwww, I could feel your pain and anguish throughout your write. So full of pain and emotions. I am sorry that things did not work out for you, I am here if you need to talk.
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