For the First Time in Years

This feeling is a little bit different...
I'm not full of sadness, and I'm not weary.
For the first time in years, I thing I just may be happy.

Don't think my life is perfect, because never will be.
I'll never get the urge to wrtie about dandellions and butterflies,
But for the first time in years, I don't spend all night crying.

I think I've finally found the person in me I've been searching for.
I dropped some nice people that i really care about,
Becasue for the first time in years, I've done something for myself.

It's taken changed on my part...and others,
And I'm sorry to those I've drifted away from.
It's just because for the first time in years, I'm going for what I want.

I really don't know who or what I'm saying actually saying goodbye to.
I'm just gretting my liffe and my future with open arms,
And for the first time in years, I've also opened up my heart.

I know it may not make sense to others, but here I am.
And if if it seems like the perfect time to lie about me, and yell at me because I left,
Go agead, but for the first time in years, I just might stand up for myself.