Your Just Another Dream

Why do you sit wrapped in covers?
Trying to trap the warmth in
Whipped wickets of wonder
Cursed others
Who thought
You’re alone
Cos you’d never fit in

Your room, a temple of china dolls
Like the people you’ve seen in the street
Days, dreamy but distant
Night simply
Rolls into
Changes
Of levels of heat

Sleep with your eyes open
You fell in between
Now people are crazy
You’ve tried running
But maybe
You’re caught
Into
Attempting
Pristine

Colouring in walls with pictures
Friends, that wont walk into the light
Lost lockets from lovers
Hope lingers
If
Time had stilled
Then you’d 
Feel alright

I saw you cry the other day
I saw you on your knees
Arched as if to pray
And say, god please
I cant change anymore
Im far too weak

And porcelain stared from the windows
Curtain flickered,
Moved on with there meal
You sat on the pavement
Sobbing in hatred
Of a life
That just
Wont
Become real