today you hurt me
and i made it through
because i was covered sheilded protected
drenched in the softness of a past love
i felt hollow and sick
shaking and sleeping
but the warmth of that protection kept me going
humming with injustice
my body seeps with crime now
but i don't feel the guilt
i keep waiting for stabs to enter my heart
for blood to overflow all around me
but my heart is so numb and dull and dying
it can't recognize when it's wrong
and i know it's a problem
when i betray the one whose betraying another
by being with me
