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It's Time

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Engraved grey marble

wrapped in a blanket

of overgrown weeds stands

{tilted and aged}

in need of cosmetic surgery

 

Shredded calenders

{seventy-eight through eighty}

cropped in black and white,

boxed, sealed, and stored

beneath the stairs

 

Father time moves forward,

yet pauses

- on occasion -

to rewind and replay reminders

of deceitful hands thieving

 

Imprisoned within a cocoon

{self shame}

spun over twenty year passing;

child, to teen, to adult,

trapped in a cell

{self blame}

 

Internal growth hindered

from wounds revealed;

boxes seep truths {of moons passed}

hidden in a skeletal closet thought locked,

now exposed

 

 

 

Twin decades dulled

pain's delayed arrival

with wash of acceptance

and inner child lays trust

in adult's wisdom -

 

It's time......”



 

Engraved grey marble torn,

free from constricting greenery stands

{tall and proud}

buffed and shined in unconditional love

                                                             ~ forgiveness granted




Author notes

This was not an easy piece to pen.
I was sexually abused as a young child.
Between the ages of 5 and 10 I have few
memories and those I do have are not happy ones.

I'm not quite sure why I wrote this
today other than it something came
over me. Something told me today,
it's time....

So I asked time for what exactly
and thus here I have penned the answer...
it's time to forgive,
both the person guilty and myself.

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  • redonyx
    March 20, 2007

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    I really like it. It's well written, though the text is a tad hard on my eyes, that's my only real complain in reality. Ha ha. I love you.

  • Rose Dark Thorn gold member
    March 10, 2007
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  • deleteit
    March 10, 2007

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    Your write is very well written and touches the hearts of those that do understand. It radiates emotions of sadness and yet a strong will that says enough, it stops here and now. "It's time"...

    There is a freedom in forgiving and letting go. Something deep inside releases the spirit that up until that moment of release, remain caged...like a dove of beauty that the world just never knew. Until now

    Great write that speaks so much


  • Heavenly Angel
    March 10, 2007

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    My beautiful sister girl, I'm so proud of you One can't go back and change their past but they can learn to put their past lives and thoughts in perspective and move on and you have seemingly done this and that, my girl, takes a helluva lot of strength and you've shown what you're truly made of..
    I love you to death and am so proud of you! Love you!

  • Blazing White Wolf
    March 10, 2007

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    this is a sad but yet enlightening piece for yes time to forgive you and the abuser. I am really proud of you My lioness and mom is right you never were never at fault

    lovve,
    Master


  • poetryality silver member
    March 10, 2007

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    I too was raped and sexually abused from age seven through age twelve by a cousin who was also our babysitter. It took years, and 19 months of therapy for me to unlock the many doors I had sealed within myself for so long. Forgiveness of self, (although you were never guilty of this awful thing), and the perpetrator is necessary to gain freedom. I was 42 years old before I even unblocked what had happened to me. The process of forgiveness took about 10 years for me. I think it may have been just last year that I truly, in my entire being forgave him, and my life changed...drastically. Yes my dear child "it is time." You have dusted off those tattered wings and now you are free to soar.




    I LOVE YOU ♥

    Mom


  • Tangled Angle
    March 10, 2007

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    I felt that this was probably one of your best ones yet. It was so profound. I can't even pick out a favorite part. A lot of people need to read this and have the strength that you have. My cousins, were sexually abused by their dad, and he even tried to abuse his nephew- my other cousin. It was really sick. And when people do something so sick and twisted to another person, and that person finds the strength to forgive, is just amazing. I know how much my cousins hate their dad, but to see someone who is on the flip- side with the better mindset, is inspiring.


  • Cannonsfire gold member
    March 9, 2007

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    The healing of hurtful memories is a painful journey you must travel through, no one but your own heart and soul can tell you when the time is right. This is a powerful voice heard in forgiveness. Love, C

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