It Makes Me Ache

I can’t seem to differ
From the pain I feel inside
The looks of anger
Mistrust
Hate
Glare at me like laser beams
Burning my thoughts
Heart
Into two
Pretending it doesn’t bother me
That it doesn’t matter
Hurts more than ever
As I lie awake
Hours upon hours
Wondering
I’m not good enough.
Let me say I’m sorry
Learn from my mistakes
You’re my only delight when
Everything makes me ache