Lost And Losing Again

The thought of losing you breaks my heart
Every year that passes I lose another in my life
For each year I fear to find out who I will lose next
I lost my brothers, for they want nothing to do with me
I lost my mother, for she doesn't act like a mom should
I lost my sister, because she happily makes a family
I lost my first love, for he found someone better
I lost yet another love and best friend due to a tragic accident
Now I might lose you, because of events in your life
I just can't seem to win, for I seem to lose everyone
Everyone and anyone who has ever meant something to me
Tired of the loss and tired of the pain
Wanting to end my own life, so I can join those I have lost
Hating the very thought of losing yet another kills me inside
You just don't seem to understand the pain I feel
When you hurt yourself the way you do
I try to explain the love I feel for you
But you just don't seem to grasp it
I love you with all my heart
And I fear to lose you because my heart just couldn't bare it
I beg you please, don't let me lose you too honey
I love you and just couldn't live with thought of having lost you