voices

These voices in my head
Tell me I'd be better off dead
They went away for a awhile
Letting me have a chance to smile
Yet now they are back full force
With not a shread of remorse
I love all my friends
But these phantoms all contend
That me they hate with a furious intensity
Though to some this defies rationality

My pain
I can't explain
These voices lay on me the blame
They say that the reason me everyone does despise
Is I'm not good enough in there eyes
That I'm a crazy lunatic
A peice of trash so pathetic
Tyler,Frog,and Ari
To them just for being myself I'm sorry
To everyone else the same
There is too many others to name
These voices tell me I'm always wrong
That death is the sweetest song
But no matter how much they pout
I will never again take that route

I seem to say all the wrong things
Pluck all the wrong strings
One burning question on my mind
Do I really fit in with their bind
I want so bad to be included
But I know this dream is deluded

On and on I could write
About these voices and even my own plight
But I feel that this should be the end
My whining I shall suspend