Loving you

What am i gonna do?
You are the rose i loved dearly
But your heart was never there for me
You looked down your flared nostrils at me with i guess an arrogant pride
You looked pretty on the outside
But i don't admire your inside

What was inside wasn't worth much
You showed an interest in me at first
I went out of my wau to help you
I was falling for you
Yet your heart wasn't true
It's best if i forget you

But still i shed a tear
I could have been your hero
Your secret love
Your favoured sweetheart
But not you, oh no
I was a rebel

But not as cruel as you
I'm not in your heartless league
You thought yourself to good for me
My heart is big - so it's your loss
What a sad waste of a perfect opportunity
Where two hearts could have been synchronised

With just a little bit of love
We could have shared red laughter
And snowy days as white as wool
Held hands listening to the Beatles
Or talking deeply about life's largest issues
What do i do?  Your no use

I guess my love will just burn lonesome forever
Cast adrift in the middle of sorrowful space
Perhaps life will teach you kindness
Alas it's far too late for our love
My lonely love
Now misery is my withered companion