Declaration of My Love

Listen to me now,
I'm not speaking to myself.
I'm screwed up and
I'm tired of living in this hell.
The things that I would for you,
the tears that I cried,
I guess were never good for you,
even though I never lied.
So sit and pay attention to me,
this is what I have to say,
I can't love you the way you love me
if you won't do what you say.
You say you love me,
you say you cry,
but now I see that deep inside
that I'm just a fool in your deciving colored eyes.
And as much as I love you,
I'm afraid I have to go
because I can't stand to be without you
even if you want me for your own.
Yes, i'll wait, but not for long.
Just remember my love for you will never die
and always stay strong.
So take this time to try to figure out what you want
and then give me a call when all your thinking is done.