Razorblade Addictions

So many silent tears
(All for you)
Accompanied by secret fears
(They won't go away)
Choking on screams
(Please make it stop)
Trying so hard to be quiet
(Don't let them hear you)
Because I know they don't care
(Why is this happening?)
But to be heard
(Who'd want to hear it?)
To be able to let it all out
(I can't sleep)
To be able to scream, cry and shout
(Please, the nightmares)
Would be like a dream come true
(Where are my fucking pills?!)
But I can't
(Why bother)
Because of you
(It's all your fault)
Because emotions are weakness
(You'll never amount to anything)
Emotions are useless
(You stupid bitch)
They are to be buried deep inside
(Get out, leave)
And forgotten
(See if I care)
Not embraced, accepted or let loose
(You can't do anything right)
You tell me to shut up when I cry
You tell me to fuck off when I speak
(SHUT THE FUCK UP!!)
You only notice me when I do something wrong
(No one cares about you)
But I won't quit, I refuse
(Where's my razor?)
Instead I'll stand up
(I need my razor)
And say fuck you
(I need to know that I can still feel
Still bleed
You've taken everything else from me
Why take my only escape?)


(I need my razor)

(Where's my razor?)