What hurts

What hurts more
Than living your entire life a lie?
Or maybe its the fact that
For that one person, you would still die.

What hurts more
The fact you'd go back to the person who hurt you?
Or how that all along they were lying,
And every word they said wasn't true.

What hurts more
The bruises you're father places upon you,
Or how you stand there and take it,
Not doing anything about it, Just waiting for it to be through.

What hurts more
The way you're mother yells?
Or the way that you think earth is better
Than any hell.

What hurts more
Wanting to die?
Or not having the courage
To finally say goodbye?

What hurts more
Leaving this world?
Or saying goodbye to everyone
Who was once "friends" with this girl.

What hurts more
Thinking that you brought all this upon yourself
Or blaming you're shit life
On somebody else?