My Last Day On Earth

Todays my last day on earth
be happy, I guess, rejoys
todays the last day I'll be
living in this corrupt world

I've hurt so many people
weather willingly or with out choice
I've been a bitch to many
a pain in the ass to all

But I've also been a victim
of bitter sour love
which left me almost lifeless
with out illusions or hopes

I shed many tears
over these boy
to find out at the end
that he never loved me in return

I stood silently
taking so much shitt
thinking that everything
happened for a reason
and for my suffering I would get paid

now I come to my ending
with my dreams scattered in pieces
just shed my last tears

death's expanding quickly
the end is so close
i can almost taste it
it feels bitter and cold

my soul seems so dark and gloomy
its lifeless and hard
no longer with illusions
but with hatred to all

but that no longer matter
I've forgotten all

so to all of you who hate me
congradulations, you've won
for am giving up on everything
and will no longer fight

cheers for all
you've achieve your goal
I leave everything behind
with out struggles or complains

giving up on life

giving up on love

throwing my heart away
breaking it to pieces
not caring anymore

dying slowly and painfully
silently with no regrets
thinking happily
that today all my pain will end.......