I'm over it
I didn't want to go anyway
I'd have changed my mind
Probably would've decided to stay
I'm over it
I mean, why shoot for the best?
I can give minimum effort
And settle for less
I'm over it
It's not something I can afford
I might not even get in
And my family doesn't show much support
I'm over it
The idea seems night
But I'm incapable
Seems pointless to try
I'm not over it
I really wanted to go
The biggest let down ever
Not that certain people care to know
Author notes
I wrote it last night when I was feeling down. Don't get me wrong, I still feel like this. I wanted to go to Victoria, BC for school after I graduate. My counselor and advisor were all for it, but there were a fair few that didn't think I could do it... turns out that they'd be proven right.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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Dude serisouly I wish you would have proven me wrong. I thought it would have been awesome if you would have gone. I was looking into some info for you to think about and get started on if you were. Thats why I was asking about sponsors and such. I wasn't trying to get down on you becasue you wanted to go to Canada because that would have given me an awesome reason to leave the country. I wanted to go visit my family in Canada. Well you know that grandma might have duel citisen ship. lol, you could get in for free. Joking. Anyway it would have been an amazing thing if you actually went through with it. I think you should apply for grants because it is so serious that they go off of what your parents make until you are 24. Not even joking. They were asking my mom what her parents made when she went to Bryman. lol. Like it mattered then but same man. Don't give up just yet. Just give it a try and look into it. It is a dream that would show a little commitment and great choice.
Heather~ -
Don't give in Sherri! You can do it! *just think of that song... lol* well be positive and all is going to turn out fine..
Bri -
Don't give up! There has to be scholarships or something out there that you can get! Shoot for it, you never know what could happen. I believe in you and living in Canada would be so freakin cool! Even if it seems like everyone else has, don't give up on your dreams. I believe it you too.
Hell Angel
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