Love is Only Suicide

You wrote me a song as you built me up high,
and the melody ensnared me. I was taken up
up as high as the world would permit me.
The view was stunning, perfect and flawless,
until, you stopped, just ended it
mid note not leaving anything for me to fall back on.

I fell, spiraling though the air, crashing to the ground
and now I'm putting myself back together
as another is built up high. I'd call you a doctor
as the two of you rise because I can see she's got other plans,
she's going up but is going to send you off the edge
crashing to the ground. I'd call you a doctor
but you didn't do the same for me, and
all he's going to tell you. Is that poison cancer
has consumed your heart and has infected your brain.

Laws state, for every action there’s an opposite reaction.
I hope you like it because my reaction, is a reaction your waiting for.
Its coming late, but coming hard, and its gonna knock you outta orbit
sending you flying round Venus and Saturn colliding
into the sun, where you will be burned,
she's going to break you and hurt you
like you hurt me. And your going to hurt yourself
exactly the same way. Mark your territory, keep it safe,
because someone will fight you and take it away.
Leaving you alone with nothing just the same.

Now wrap your finger round the trigger, cause that’s where you belong
blown away, and splattered against the wall.
That'll stop the cancer, that'll end the burn,
it'll lead you from temptation, and leave you
with a fresh coat of paint. Suicide is only love
and love is but a game. So your playing to a winner
and death is the prize of this game.
So take the finger your wrapped around
and pull it steady in line. Someday you'll see its true
love is suicide from every point of view.

Don't start what you can't finish, its a rule to everything,
because it'll come back strong again
just to see you take that fall.
Your into deep, and I can see, but don't believe
and your built up high and she's lined you up
to push you off the side. You'll crash on down
until you reach the ground. Just before you hit you remember
that hole you dug yourself.
And you'll fall an extra hundred feet
while she's got a new guy up high. And there smiling,
laughing, doing everything you did. Laughing as you scream,
while she's quietly plotting to do it to him.

I've built my strength and fought the war.
and your falling from the heavens now.
But don't forget you started this, my reaction is to great,
and the doctors give you thirty days.
Saying he'll be lucky if its that long.
So fall my friend, your innocent, because you never new
just a game of love and war. Suicide your only chore.
Hope it comes quickly, find it and hold on,
so someday maybe you can get up high, without,
worrying about getting pushed off from behind.

I've watched you fall, be consume and I'm ready to move on
and when your ready I'll be around
to point out what you wouldn't see.
Fall fast, fall hard, get burned and crushed
then it'll be ok. Someday we'll realize
you can teach an old dog new tricks, even if its hard headed,
even if it hasn't been trained.
So get ready to fall, get ready for the end
because this is what you wanted, this
is how it was always going to end.