You’re so stupid you don’t stop to think you’re such an idiot don’t even stop to THINK you know you had something for a while you were someone but you’re so STUPID you can’t stop you’re destroying yourself stupid, stupid stop it nothing helps they said it would help ironic that it only made it worse is there something wrong with me? is there something else I should be doing or is it just me, was I just born wrong and I have to die to make it right? Stupid idiot girl stupid if you stopped to think once in a while you wouldn’t do stuff I HATE you I HATE MYSELF I’m two people and they hate each other STUPID STUPID people fuck stupid have to bleed to feel alive to feel real what’s wrong with me so stupid supposed to make you relax what a joke they said it would help all of it ha only make it so much worse so much it made me start again such a fucking idiot make it stop it can never stop
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- The Pages Of Your Soul by FlipperSwitch.
600 points, ended March 16, 2007, 15 entries
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Don't get freaked. I wrote this a long time ago. But yeah... it's pretty intense. Just my thoughts.
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Wow...this is intense. I can't imagine living with these battling thoughts all the time- thank you for sharing this; your feelings are evident...I hope you can tell them apart some time. Good luck in everything.
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