because of you any other kiss will be the same

you killed me inside
torn up all my hopes and dreams
i hope you learn to scream
i refused to show it on the outside
so i was bottled up for days and days
i cant go through this any longer
i have to change my ways
you cant crush me and all the things i live for
why dont you understand that
if you dont destroy me i wont destroy you
but you did so now i have to
slowly and silently
whats your point in killing the things i love
when you forgot the second i told you what they were
i cant believe you took me for granted
i cant believe you stole my kiss and didn't try to make it work
because of you any other kiss will be the same
because of you i have become sane
im not supposed to be a sane person
remember that's what you told me after i got kicked out of class
you were my my drug
i knew it was wrong but i still kept telling you i loved you
you talk to me now like nothing happened
that's what devastates me
we had something
that's what we thought but know it all seems like lies
you made me act in ways i never will
doing things that i should have never done
but now when i think of it
my life misery has just begun