I just can’t think
This mind on other things,
How much a girl hates me,
For being his friend,
This is a travesty,
That will never end,
My mind is now a prison,
No more running wild and free,
My spirit is now of a dying breed,
Will each disappointment I die a little more,
Soon I will make the choice,
To end my life or not,
For this pain is too much to bear,
And I will always fear the pain,
Of losing the closest friend I ever had
It kills me deep inside
To think he will choose a girl over his best friend,
I slit my wrists to kill the pain,
For now I will never be the same
With each cut I feel closer to my release,
For my body has no more purpose in life,
The blood pours down into a puddle on the floor,
And never will I feel anymore.
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