its time to live for today

i look deep into the looking glass
all i see is that time sure did pass
its a little fucked up that it took this long to get what i wanted
the images of the past are still sharp the edges aren't blunted
i feel a bit of pain to see what i use to be when i was who i wasn't
don't think i miss my past life because this boy doesn't
i was angry all the time
each time i sit down to write a rhyme
now my life is full of love and people that truely care
no more chest pains and ripping out my hair
i found what i truly was seeking
every time i sit down and think of her love for me my eyes start leaking
is it possible for two people to love each other as much as we do
no more sad days in the looking glass i'm no longer blue
i throw the glass against the wall with a blast
all that shit is in the past
i don't need to look at what i've done or who i was
not to mention how i use to kill the pain with a sharp buzz
i've been hurt but she takes that all away
its time to live for today