tortured

how did i get here
i was so in control
my heart was cold
my soul was black
i felt nothing
i was content

then in he walked
into my life
words of love & devotion
melted my heart of ice
he was a light
to my black soul

as my heart thawed
as my soul lightened
love filled me
the darkness left
he was the light
leading me back

how was i to know
it was all a lie
i can feel again
but all that is left
is pain & anguish
he came - he destroyed - he left

how the hell did i get here
i was the cold bitch
i felt nothing
he came to me
made me feel
he left - i feel agony