I'm Standing Now

I'm standing now
At the end of my life
Looking back behind me
At all I've left undone
All the things I've left unchanged
The people I never knew
The places I'd never been
All the things I was meant to do
I can hear him laughing now
As he stands next to me
And he smiles as he tells me
This was were I'd let them down
This was were I quit
This was were I turned my back
On all that I love
And as he gloats about
All he's taken from me
And I can't help but cry
I've heard it said
That he's the great deceiver
And he twists the truth
To destroy your life
And make you like a slave
So I try to see the truth
Of what my life was like
But as I'm standing here
At the end of my life
I can only see that
The things he's said to me
Must be the truth
I thought you'd never leave me
I cry out and laughs in my face
If you think He'll come and save you
I'm afraid your mistaken
He's turns His back on everyone
And He leaves them all to me

I'm standing now
At the end of my life
I have a choice to make
I can't hide from it any more
My greatest fear is staring me in the face
All the things I've done
Displayed for all to see
I can see the look of disappointment
On my families face
And the tears of pain
In my lovers eyes
My spirits week
The tempters here
And he's beaten me
They can't comfort me
And I'm all alone
My time is up
No one comes to save me now
It looks as though I have no choice
I don't deserve to live

Then I hear a voice
"Hold now, that one has been freed
I payed his price some time ago"
My capture starts to scream
He growls and turns an evil red
I look in aw as this monster starts to flee
and stare at wonder at my savors face
"Look again" He says to me
"Look and see your life"
But I just bow my head
I'm to scared to see
I can't stand to see
the the damage that I've caused
"don't be scared its safe to see"

I'm standing now
At the end of my life
Looking through my savors eyes
At all the things I've done
All the lives I've changed
The people I never knew
That will never be the same
The places I'd never been
But are better because
If the people I'd help touch
And the proud looks
On my families face
And the look of joy
In my lovers eyes
I turn and slowly said
I'm ready now
I have no fear
I see I have nothing to regret
But with a Puzzled look at me
My savors starts to laugh and say
"Now is not your time
you silly child
Now is not your time
So wake up quick or you'll miss
This day I've made for you
And all the children I do love