. TimebomB .

a .timebomb.
  waiting to inplode
how long can I last
before it cr.e.e.ps over me
-blocks out my mind-
and lets me feel [free]

like a moth to a flame
--my mind wanders back to it--
I want to be free
::but yet I crave it::


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.I love it as much as I hate it.

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/that/feeling
\that\rush

((something I could never explain))

.
  .
  .
    this timebomb's
  .                      [exploding]
  .
.
on it's last teather
.                        [pleading]
  .
  .

a -teather- that ends with a loop
{{and life ends with a jump}}

but let's just turn.the.other.cheek
admire the f l o w e r s?

          because
              this
                  just
                    isn't
                        happening