Hurt

She has hurt me more than anyone has ever hurt me before.
She keeps telling me that she loves me and it hurts even wrose
when she isn't with me, but her lover instead
and leaves her other best friend crying in bed.
She chooses him over the both of us.
He's just not good enough for her,
she's too good for any of us.
When will she see that she can't have everything she wants?
She wants to make everyone happy,
but she is just tearing us apart.
Can't she see me crying, angry and weak
while her best friend is dying slowly at MY feet.
When will she realize that my love has been here since I can remember?
The first time I saw her was like flying straight into heaven.
And her best friend too, loves her more than she can show
yet, she leaves her body crying on the floor.
Why can't she just make up her mind and tell us what she wants?
If she loves him or her more than me, please, just tell me once,
that way I can shut my eyes and finally get some sleep,
because then I won't have to worry why she keeps saying that she loves me.