Can anyone hear my sobbs?
Please, help me.
Nothing is what it seems,
My reality is no longer.
Dreams are forced to hell,
My insides have been
Shredded.
My heart has gone cold,
It's attempting to end the hurt,
It's attempting to end a risky love.
It's attempting to show me
Everything I was scared of
Could be real.
Was the past year a lie?
Were we on two different levels the entire time?
What happened to him?
Why are they causing this?
Why isn't he stopping it?
Why doesn't he see
He was fine the way he was?
It was the way I loved him.
It was the way we worked.
It was the way.
He's making this so hard,
But I'm determined
To get through it.
I know we can make it,
We can.
Just someone,
Please,
Back us up.
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i love him more than life itself, and theyre trying to change him. hes accepting it, and its wrong. no idea how much im hurting......
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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I know this pain. Ugh. It's the worst, isn't it?
I think it's worse than any sickness. Nothing anybody
says can fill it in........except if you......
go SHOPPING and buy some tangerine lip gloss
while listening to "Lady In Red" and KNOW that it's
all about you. Kiss that Chris DeBurgh, will ya!
.
Ask Jesus to kneel for your. He's there to intercede.
He alone. He can do this.
Expect little tiny lines of bread crumbs leading
up to the restoration of your 'being'. Keep asking.
I know it'll happen. I wrote "My Blue Room" when I
was 15. It was about the same thing.
"Unrequieted love
is better than
wasted love unquieted"
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I sincerely hope that things work out. I don't understand the cicumstances, but, I wish you the best.
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wow. Strong poem. It's good. And Rachel I will always back you up. If you need me, u know where I am!
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