The one time
I really need
my friends by my side
they leave me
I have no one now
I'm being forgotten
I'm all alone now
I'm being pushed aside
Suicide seems like
the only way out now
and no one knows
how bad I want to end this
I want to end the pain
end the loneliness
end the tears
end the emptyness
I feel so alone
with no one by my side
I guess this is it
this is my life
I just want to end this
please let me die
I'm already dead
on the inside
I'm already fading
I'm already forgotten
I'm ready to leave
leave this place
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Yeah. I feel like I have no one right now. Its a really bad feeling....to feel like no one cares about you anymore. Its how I feel. I hurt my knee so now I can't really walk. So I can't go to school. I'm alone all day long. Now my friends are mad cause I'm not going to school. They just don't understand I guess. Thats why I'm about to just give up on this fucking nightmare of a life.........
Please tell me what you think
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I don't understand this feeling, but I hope you will feel better very soon. Don't give up. Look at my poem "weeping becomes laughter" and I hope it will cheer you up.
Don't shut everyone out, someone is there for you, even if you haven't realized it yet. -
Hey hun.. I know what your going through.. well I dont have a hurt knee.. but I am alone day in and day out, I havent seen my friends in months and I miss you all. You do have plenty of people there for you and I am one of them, you can call me or message me day or night and I am always here. You dont need to die, because if you`ve hit rock bottom like you say you have then the only way you can go is up. It takes a lot to get up. And hun, if you let go.. I let go with you. You are one of the only friends that hasnt ditch me, and you are the only friend that can really understand me because we are so much alike. in so many ways. Dont stop trying hun, it does get hard, but thats life.. and if your friends are so god damn blind to see that you are hurting and they just push it off.. THEN THEY ARE NO FUCKING FRIENDS AT ALL!!! I will be here for you forever, and I need you in my life because without you as a friend I am nothing. I`m incomplete.
You feel like you cant hold on, and I know how it feels, You feel like you go unnoticed everyday, I know how that feels. I know what you are going through, and I know how it feels. And I know you get sick of hearing this, but I am here for you. I will do absolutely anything for you and you know that.
I LOVE YOU LISSY, AND YOUR ONE OF THE ONLY FRIENDS I`VE GOT.
♥
JoJo
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Wow Joyus. This comment definetly brought me to tears. lol! You are one of few friends that I could never forget and never stop caring about. I will always be here for you and I know that you are always there for me. When my fucking knee gets better I'm gonna MAKE my mom let me stay at your house. Imma ask her if I can stay for like a wicked long time. Cause one night...I dunno if that'll be long enough. lol! We need to catch up on shit. Ya know? I would never ditch you hun. Not in a million fucking years. lol! I hope my knee gets better soon so I can come n see you. And Shane too. I miss you two so fucking much that its not evem funny. I love you sweetheart n miss you. This comment you left me...made me feel better. So anytime that I'm feeling down I'll come n read this. lol!
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Lissy
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I so totally knwo where you are coming from here. I am going through that SAME thing as you. Lets talk. I really really liek this one. Its weird how so many people go through the same things and they dont even see that they are not the only ones going through this hard time in life....
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awww ss hope things get better!
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awww ss hope things get better!
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awww ss hope things get better!
<3 Diya
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