the pain i feel, the blood i shed
im sorry but this must be said
i needed to, please dont doubt
AP mum, please dont freak out
i had to hurt, to feel once more
so that i, can finally sore
now this peice is not my best
but its the way i must express
how all the feelings hurt me so
i just need someone who cares to know
inside i hurt, im not ok
how much more must i say?
i want to talk to someone true
im really confused, i dont know who
sick of fake friends the ones who lie
how the f*ck will i get by?
not sure im ready to leave just yet
theres more to life i must get
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ok this was last night when id been drinking, one thing let to another, i had alot on my mind and i sort of gave into the urge... im sorry. and AP its ok, im better now
Please tell me what you think
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I hope you know that if at all possible I will be here to help you, so never feel alone my beautiful AP daughter. I am here if not in person in spirit ALWAYS. Luv u 4ever and never forget it
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aww wow thanks AP mum, emans heaps to me. ill definatly remember that your there
thank you
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Awww sis...I am always here if you want to talk to me. Just send me a message or I'll give you my AIM sn, I know what it's like to need someone there to confide in.
Hang in there!
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Thank you sis for the comment... and thank you so much for being there. iv been doing alot better now though, which is good. but i no it will just come back on me one day, because i dont deal with anything i just push it aside. pretend its not there, then it comes back out at me. im trying to talk to my clsoe mates, its just hard coz they havnt had really serious things happen to them... like abuse or a death of someone close to them. you no wat i mean?
anyways thanks, take care
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Sleep now, dream of the ones that came before.... Annie Lennox's “Into the west“, you need to find a bit of peace and relax. Come here, sis! Beautiful and sad poem. you're a strong person and you can stay strong. If I can, you can!
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oh and thanks for beleiveing in me too
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awww, thanks so much for the comment sis means alot... really truely think that that time was the last time. and i hoe im write, im going to try so hard not to again.
thanks again
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