I have different ideas,
so Im different too,
everyone laughs,
even thoughs thought friend would do it too.
Im tired of crying,
Im tired of screaming,
Im tired of talking but no ones listening.
I could say somthing,
but to all my words mean nothing.
I could smile,
but i have no reason,
I want to run miles away,
but what would that change?
they think it's for attention,
if it was why am I still alone?
I thought i wanted solitude,
but I guess it's not what I need.
I feel like Im loseing my mind,
I dont know whats real.
All I can do is cry,
and pretend I can feel.
On my own for so long,
I wont let you in.
Everyones the target,
No one is my friend.
I wont get involed,
Im chain up till the end.
I cant run,
I wont hide,
I wanna cry,
I need to scream,
I what would be right?
what is really wrong?
I all I hope for,is none of this is real,
I try to keep on going,
but theres nowhere else to go.
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