where are you now?

Where are you now?
Now when i need you most.
I miss you lying next to me.
Waking up next to me.
The smile on your face made my day better.
Then the smiles turned to looks of hate.
The love in your eyes turned to disgrace.
Those green-blue eyes so filled with emotion.
I see your soul in your eyes.
You can't hide the dislike.
You say you still want me in your life,
But where are you now?
Now when i need you most.
I know you've been with her.
You've been with her when you should have been with me.
You said i was your only one.
Said there was no other.
But i know she is the other.
Is she better than me?
What can she do that i cant?
Does she hold your love now?
Will she be with you when you fall?
No, she wont.
But i will.
Where are you now?
Now when i need you most.