Ambivilence

Turn me away
(from the chosen path)
Lead me astray

I thought I was stronger
but now I no longer
know which side I am on
..I'm gone.


An ambivilence so overwhelming
(TAKE ME AWAY FROM WHAT I AM BECOMING)
a demon trapped in humanity
(I DO NOT KNOW WHICH ONE I WOULD WANT TO BE)

I've lost control...
I've lost my soul...

Turn me away
(from the chosen path)
Lead me astray

I thought I was stronger
but now I no longer
know which side I am on
..I'm gone.

A contradiction in my reasoning
(HOW WILL IT END IF I CAN NOT BEGIN?)
I long to destroy yet I strive for some peace
(IF I"M FORCED TO STAY TRAPPED HOW CAN I BE RELEASED?)

I've lost control...
I've lost my soul...

Turn me away
(from the chosen path)
Lead me astray

I thought I was stronger
but now I no longer
know which side I am on
..I'm gone.


You can't find me
You can not see
You can't find me
You can not see
You can't find me
You can not see
I'M NOT WHO I USED TO BE!

Turn me away
(from the chosen path)
Lead me astray

I thought I was stronger
but now I no longer
know which side I am on


..I'm gone.