I'm looking for an AP boyfriend
mother
and father
I don't have any parents
or a boyfriend
and I feel alone
Other than the two brothers
sister
and friends I talk to
I still feel so alone
but I can't figure out why
I just feel so empty
There's nothing that I want more
than just those three things
So, please help me
I'm tired of feeling alone
I could be surrounded by friends
and still feel alone
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I see so many people with a mother, wife, husband, or whatever and I don't have anything. Yeah, I've got Malabu, Beret55, fader, XCoNfUsEdNbRoKeN, AllAmericanCowgirl, and Sharcu, but I still feel so alone. Sorry to say that y'all, but it's true. I want somebody that doesn't make me feel so alone and let's me know that there's actuall something worth living for. I probably sound like I don't want anything because I've got all my friends on here and AP, but I still fell alone. Well, that's true. I can be surrounded by a million people and I feel like I'm the only one in the room. I don't know why, but I do. I've givin up on life a long time ago and I'm just going through what's left praying that I'll be gone soon. I just want to know that there is something and it's worth living for. I'm tired of going through everyday hiding the hurt and the pain from the world. I just want to take this mask off and enjoy life by being ablr to talk to somebody. I feel like it's harder to talk to my friends because I can't fully explain everything. I'm so used to going to Andrew about what I feel and everything, but he moved to Tennessee and I haven't talked to him since he left.
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the right person is hard to find, but it's feelings like this that make us strong. times like these that define character, and make us more appealing to the right person when we meet them.
Good Write and God Bless
The Unrequited Writer
Ben B. -
Good luck
I hope that you find what your heart is searching for. What a great entry. Thanks for this entry. I wish you luck. -
AP has Many lonely people
Im still you Ap friend......I hope you get some wonderful people here on AP to be family.....Im sorry you feel lonely......many here do.....perhaps together no one will feel lonely.....talk soon sweetie.....
big bro
Malabu
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oh sweetheart, don't give up yet. life has too much to offer to give up on it. enjoy each day to the fullest. you are only beginning. you are not the only person who has felt this way. even i do every so often. just keep smiling and putting your feelings to pen and it will get better. i promise. God promises. God bless you dear. i will keep you in my prayers.
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