Mistakes

Misery chokes me up like a noose around my neck,
and it tightens with every word you speak,
it's so tight to where my jugular and rope connect,
and any seconds I will never be able to speak,

the thought of my mistake kills me with every breath i take,
and there is no way for me to say sorry,
then again i can't help that i make mistakes,
I'm only human so why the worry,

You blame me for your lustful actions,
but you could have any woman you want,
I hope i gave you enough satisfaction,
I hope everything i've done was enough,

I hate your laugh and your sense of humor,
but i want to make love to you so bad,
I Hate all the crazy stupid rumors about you,
but i want to be your wife so bad,

Please end my misery with the edge of your sword,
or put me in a submission hold to knock me out in a second,
but right now I'm taking this cord around my neck off,
and telling you my last and final goodbye,

So I hope your happy for what you have done,
because i'll never be the same again.