A stupid doll's stupid tears.

beat
just one beat flows freely
the echo mocks me as i run
bump, bump
my heart pounds faster
i lose time, love, breath
as i fall down to the grond
the tears flow up like rainstorms,
caressing my iris,
turning them green
it shows who i am, not who you think
i did nothing to deserve your treatment!
i did nothing at all to be this way!
but i cant help wanting to come back to you.
to keep you. to saty
but the pain isnt worth it
but the bruises i cant hide
but the time that i've wasted
crying at your side
all of it is stupid.
all has become numb
the heart has beat me faster
and i'm sure that i'm done.
you'll fined me three days later,
cold, dead, and soaked to the bone
i'm done for good this time,
i'm silent now, you win
i guess you said its over
but you never really did begin
i'm sorry for what i did to you
he tempted ...no i was wrong...
but now i cant regret any longer,
i'm cold
my pulse is gone.