I Know

I know its not the answer
But I can't handle it any more
I have to get away
But I stay because I know
If I left I'd lose the one I love
But there slowly killing me
And they don't even see
Pushing and pulling
Taking every ounce of strength I have
Trying to make me do what they think is best
But its draining my soul
Till I have nothing left
I find peace in her arms
And I see forever in her eyes
And in her kiss I lose myself
But then they pull me back
And tell me I have to focus on the 'Business'
No school is more important
Get a job
Just be like the rest of us

I know its not the answer
But I can't handle it any more
I have to get away
But I stay because I know
If I leave I'd lose the one I love

Author notes

Ok I was writing the one "I Can't Help" and then I started writing this one. Well um its kinda what I've been thinking about, and wrestling with for a wile now...A lot of people wont like this one, but a couple should read it because its what I'm feeling.........well I've still got a little bit to write but for now I'm gonna leave it and I'll work on it again when I am thinking about it.......wow that was long