She sits there,
Not knowing what to do,
Not knowing anything.
Afriad of the world around,
Afraid of who she has become,
Realizing its how it used to be.
A lost girl,
Lost inside herself.
An unfamilar place,
Full of fear and fright.
What is she to do.
She feels alone,
No one within reach,
No one to hear her scream.
She creates a false reality,
Friends who care,
A family who loves,
A place to call home.
Afraid of reality
She hides,
Thinking to herself,
"Do they know my secret?"
Afraid of what they will think,
She tells them what they want to hear.
To protect her world.
Her home.
What was so bad for her to change?
To retreat into herself?
A mental thought.
"They don't like me,
They don't care,
Why should I bother?"
Things where going so good.
And then it comes crashing down.
A whirl wind of depression,
Of anger.
Old habits never really do die.
The pills never work,
Afraid of an overdose,
She's kept awake,
Night after night.
The thoughts never stop.
She tries her hardest,
She needs a path
Lost in the woods.
She sleeps during the day.
Awake by night.
Annoyance kicks in.
She wants it to stop.
Stuck in time.
She hides in her world.
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