I left you there alone, standing in the dark, with only your thoughts as a companion. I can only hope now, that they had kept you better company than I ever did.
Sometimes, I want to whisper to you, and I look around for your presence, and I am greeted by nothing but the silence. Sometimes, it can prove to be forever deafening, and I cannot get a word in edgewise.
I remember the look in your eyes, right before I turned and left you. It was an emotional stab as I'd never felt it... Almost like a stab in my side with a very large spear. The spear of Destiny calls not Jesus' name, but mine... And once again, I am running to find you, with no luck at all.
How long shall I keep up this chase, and how long will it take me to see, you were never supposed to be mine? Once again, in my mind, I am closing the door on you, and your face is so sad, yet holds no emotion at all.
"Goodbye" I whisper.
You deserve much better than me anyway. I'll sleep tonight to forget, and I'll forget tonight and forever to remember.
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