Drown Me Out

Is this all apart of your game?
To lock me up
And seal away the key
To break me down
And step on the remains?


My heart is pounding it's last beat
On my way to your doorstep


I thought i'd end up alone
Hiding away from my emptyness
That you always show
I can't hold onto myself
And taking all of this pain
Has locked me away in a forever cage
Wrapped in babr wire and duct tape



All alone I seem to wait
Forever & eternity

Crawling around like a animal
Can't break free
Til' I find forgivness
Long after while
I still shake and shiver
Just thinking of my heart being crushed
By the likes of you
I always find my place
But this time I wonder what's wrong with me
I never gave up
And never will
But I am being held captive
In my own little world
Surrounded by hate and sorrow
Filled with late reply's
And singing lies




Will I ever break free?
Will this all cost me?
Will I ever forgive?
Will I ever forget?


..I want to be me..
Not the person I pretended to be.
I tried to let it show
But you pushed it all back
And locked it up
And threw away the key
I need you
But somehow keeps loosing
I forget how it feels
To be the one laughing in the end
And to be the one who didnt care.


I wanna drown out my life
Like you seem to do
A joke is what you see me as
A pitiful piece of shit
That you think you can just kick around?
I wonder what's wrong with me
For ever forgetting
For ever loving
For ever caring
But I acually
Don't wanna forget anymore
So please

Drown me out