It’s very dark inside here,
I cannot see the way.
But when you were near,
Your lack of doubt pushed the darkness away.
However, when you were down,
Struggling in your own fight,
You left me behind,
Without any source of light.
So many things I voiced aloud to you,
That never before hit air.
But how could I continue,
If you just weren’t there?
They say hate the sin, and love the sinner.
It is so true.
I truly hate suicide,
But I ended up blaming you.
I was wrong to be that hurtful,
But I couldn’t help what I felt.
Now I wish I could take it back,
Although it’s good to get it out.
So you think I am low and unworthy,
And I wish I could prove otherwise,
But I cannot think of a way,
That you will not care to despise.
I struggle to get back to my life,
But my drive is gone.
Tears stain my cheeks,
I don’t want to move on.
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