More Poems By Ally

LAUGH
alone with no one by my  side
how can i live
when people labeling me
calling me cutter
calling me cry baby
i try to cry but i cant manage to
why am i here
when people only laugh

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THE UGLY SIDE OF BEAUTY

i see you staring
staring at her face
staring at her beauty
but you'll never see
see the ugly side of her
that you'll never see
because you don't know the truth
the truth you try to block
the truth even you try to hide
but you cant hide it any longer
for I can see the true side
that you hide

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BREAKDOWN (unmodified)
why cant i let it out
just tell every one with not a care
i just want break down
and let it all out
i want to tell him
tell him why i feel this way
but if i tell him
he might turn away
turn away never to return
people tell me i can do it
but i cant
i don't want to ruin a friendship
and friendship that used to be more
but now its nothing
and that's all its ever going to be

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DARKNESS
im falling into darkness
with no one by my side
I wish you were here
to heal my wounds
but your not
and your the one
who made these wounds
I’m sitting in the darkness
and your not here instead,
your breaking someone else's heart
and leaving another to suffer
the same fate as I