Tragic Deep

The story is of a government program for inner city youths gone wrong . It was in the early 1980?s. It was run by law enforcement. It is about corruption, social injustice, law enforcement drunk off of the power, being given the right to play like they are G-d. The story is in the pain that these people have? caused.
Told, in her own words, through ,the eyes, of, one of, their outcasts.. She was, tormented, beaten, raped and lied on?.. They claimed they were here to protect and serve. The oath they lied on,  by,?their shame
Law enforcement should not terrorize innocent people, commit crimes, and lie. Their sick religious beliefs, things that they want everyone to believe is normal. A society of corrupt police.
Who will police the police?
Did they terrorize us, because, we were tenants of a housing complex? No one would stand up for us?
Children ,being caught, up in a war between law enforcement officials, and political authorities , and being masked over to look like drug gang wars .
This is unfair.
This story involves all of that.

This work is relevant to me .I would like for it to be posed as fiction.
I was a part of this program gone wrong .They were pilot programs for inner city
Youth in our area .The housing project where I lived became one of their sites.
This story talks about the crooked cop organizations and deep, heavy, political involvement. My housing project was caught up in their corruption.
The people were subject to corrupt police, and political officials .They caused all types of chaos and havoc for the tenants that lived there .Despite efforts to try to stop the injustice ,these organizations , still exists ,harassing me and others that spoke out against them .My former housing complex was torn down ,I believe behind these lies .When you read the story about Shalove , it should be able to explain its self.
I think it should go in the, drama , fiction , adult , police drama type of book.


The spirit of a mother(revised)

FATHER PANIK VILLAGE
(a former housing project
Bridgeport ,Connecticut)
MOTHER LAND
SO STRONG AND TUFF
IT TOOK A GOVERNMENT ACT!
TO KNOCK HER DOWN!

Oh! The wail , of her spirit!
It! cries out, to
me in my sleep!
Where! have my children gone?
Who! has hurt them so much?
I can feel ,their hurt and their pain,
coming from the prayers.
That float in the air!
Oohh! I screammm ! Revenge!! Unto the people!
Who have 'caused,
my little ones to sin.
Who! desecrated,my fertile grounds.
That,were to sprout up!
Doctors,lawyers,professional
people.
You!drank from,the cup of my sister!
Envy!
Then,proceeded to be drunkin'.
You!destroyed my people!
You!brought drugs,and iil activites here!
And,say they should stay.
Because, we were poor,
You said'They should be slaves".

WHO ARE YOU?
IT WAS YOU AND YOUR GOVERMENT THAT KILLED
AND PLUMAGED!

It is you!Who are a savage and a slave!
Appointed yourselves as master!
Ohh!The games people play.
Every game has an end!

Life keeps living.
There might be
"spriritual wickedness in high places"!

But,I've reached God!
There's no one higher.

The"blood of my people".
That was shed and mingled,
in the earth,
"cries out to me"!

"I scream" with all agony!

That a mother has!
I've tried to hide them,
sheild them.
They tore their shelter down!

Disguarded,
the bricks as if they were dung!
Those bricks hold stories of how,
my people came up.
You just wanted, to throw them away!
Unto the streets.
My children wandered.
as,if for 40 days and nights

They let to'fend for themselves!
My people,
please!
persevere!
I cannot rest no,I cannot rest.

THE INTRODUCTION TO

There is a place,
inside of me.
This certain place,
is filled with tremendous pain
and tragedy.
Love,hope,trust,and compassion lost.
Woww if you only know the cost!
Half of my whole life I feared.
That this place,
This thing it's ugly head would be reared.
To have known such pain at a tender age 12.
I have been put,through all sorts of hell.
Mentally,emotionally,physically
I've been scarred.
Oh God! I can't believe, I'm doing this!
But to get rid of this pain.
I need to expose it!
It's the evil that men do.
Drunk from power!
They feel they could do anything.
I wanna live.
I wanna bring my gifts.
My firstfruits for everyone to love!
To be the unfrozen white dove.
You know the innocence,
that was unjustly stopped.
Hated 'cause it represented good.
Wanted to love it's hood.
Didnt think their was
"spirit filled wickedness in high places".
I didnt think that.
That's why they hide their faces.
These people are the aliens.
only noticeable by their "FIRSTFRUITS,
PAIN,DESTRUCTION,LUSTFUL,
HATFILLED,LOW MINDED PASSION".
My story, will be about "this place".
filled with memories,
"of these people".
I dont need to say names.
I just need to heal from this pain.
The next time you see me.
I'll be coming from this "place".
To heal this area.
To heal this space.
When you go in search of me.
While I'm in this place.
The person you'll seek.
I will be known.
I'm known as "TragicDeep".




Tragic Deep







It's early in the morning . The sun is up over the city.
In the projects, years of wear and tear , on buildings , never show.

When , the sun shines on them . The buildings look , So strong and tuff!
Quiet , at 6am, peaceful. Everyone , is still asleep after , the summer block party,
The night before .
Shalove 's brother and his friends , were the dj' s . It went into the night .
.

It was the early '80's .
Shalove was 11, living in a housing project , in Bridgeport , conn . She was a very , popular girl , lots of friends.
Very happy ! She was a dancer , loving that , new type of dance ,
called breaking , She also , was an aspiring rapper ,
her and her friends were , loving this new , thing called hiphop .
Last night , her brother had , another block party .
The whole , project was there!Every summer her brother and his friends , would have these block parties.
Everyone loved them.
They would always be on warm "sunny" days .
This happening always was a community event.
Everyone enjoyed that new music called "rap".
Shalove’s brother's friend was on
"The reels of steel".
Shalove’s real brother had a DJ crew.
About, ten guys.
They did all the parties.
All, over town.
It wasn’t a party unless one of them did it.
That was their hustle
They were bumpin' soul sonic force,
,UTFO and Kurtis Blow

They , were at , the basketball court . They were listening , to the music!
Watching , all the guys play basketball.

She was , hanging out with ,
her best friends , Jayla , lydia , sonya and , also ketia was there .
They were , checking out these guys . One of them , was their homeboy.
The guys , were making them laugh. They were , very silly, but they were so fine!
They had cameo haircuts , nice and clean , well shaped up hairdos , fresh gear ,
They , all had thick gold rope chains , on their neck,
white and black kangos , the black tight lee's and
white and black addidas , very rugged street type handsome black and
latino guys , teen agers . A little older , than
Shalove . They were attractive . All the girls , loved
these guys .They had nice phisique.
They , loved clowning around , with Shalove and her
friends . Shalove and her friends , were younger than them . Shalove, guessed , they were fun for them .

They were , trying to breakdance . They kept falling .
Hip hop was new . Everyone ,was so pumped on
it .
When everything was innoocent . It was then , That people were breakdancing ,
instead of fighting ,
or they would battle on the mic , That was Shalove 's
favorite thing , that and becoming a deejay .
She was , with her friends , laughing and watching .

A fight broke out! on the court.
This , kid got hit , with a steel pipe . His boys , jumped the guy , who did it.
Shalove and her friends , didn't know the kids . They found out the next day. Who they were .

Yeah ! That morning , Shalove was thinking , about the fun , She had yesterday.
She , wondered about the kids that were fighting . She shrugged her shoulders .
Then , started to get dressed .
It was a nice , sunny spring day.
She headed outside .

Her friend was hanging out .
Lydia ,
was outside chillin' . A hispanic girl tall for her age . Her hair was thick , always had fly gear , and gold even , if she had , to steal she had to dress fly .
Today , she had on ,
white addidas , with blue stripes , baby blue lee's , and white sweatshirt ,
that read flygirl in baby
blue . Big bambo gold earings . Gold herreing necklace . Lydia , was puerto rican ,
but everyone ,
says she looks , like a black girl . Shalove , was cool with her .
She taught , her how to cuss in spanish .

Shalove , called her over , and said," wassup "!
she said , wassup ! Shalove , said," let's go over to the PANTRY " , The pantry , was a local fast
food eatery, basically , that's all it was , a pantry , it was so small in there.
They , didnt even have tables . All , you did was walk , to the counter , get your food and get out .

She ' ll tell you though , that was the best , food you could ever eat .
Shalove 's favorite , was the chili cheese fries
and that , new ice cream called oreo cookies and cream.
Her friends favorite , was the double bacon chesseburgers .
While , they walked ,they talked about last night .
She said to Shalove , she found out who it was that was fighting last night.
It was the lolo boys , from the east end . They were just there hanging out
and coccoa red from the northend just showed up!They had big beef.


They , did'nt like , the way they confronted in FPV.They didn't live there.
They got their food and headed back to the basketball court.
They sat down , on the concrete benches . Bridgeport Housing put them , all around the basketball court .

Shalove heard everything , Lydia was telling her. They , started watcthing , some guys play ball .
They started goofing , around , when they saw the girls watching them . It was Danny,Dave,and Green-Green .
They were , struting like peacocks , on the court , talking smack about who's who' little girlfriend .
The girls just laughed at it.

After , they ate and watched these guys , clowning around , they got up , and swung by
ketia's crib .

She and her little brother , that was taller and bigger than her.
were at it again , her mom always , had to jump in the middle to break them up!

This time he slammed ketia , aganist the wall .
She is small but is a motor mouth .
You know like a chioua puppy dog .
She hit him back , then threatened to kill him ! Shalove and Lydia cracked up laughing !
They laughed so hard !
Then , she did her favorite thing and grab a frying pan .
She standing out , in the hallway , now just going off , at that mouth ,
her mom pulled the belt out , and everybody got quiet .
'cause When Ms. Appleberry , got that belt ! you didn't know who was getting hit .
So , Shalove did what Sha always did , moved out the way , matter fact ! right to the farthest corner
and stayed quiet !

When ma Applebery struck ! Lydia got hit ! by , her belt , in her mouth by mistake ! hehe !
They got they butts whipped , out in the hall , for being family and fighting outside.
Ma appleberry was so mad ! She threw , them outside the whole day!
We didn't laugh at ketia , to her face , cause we didn't want to hear her mouth .
She maybe tiny , but her fussing is huge .
"I hate my brother "she said , for the hundredth time ,but later they will make up .
They had issues 'cause , she was tiny and older , and he was younger but bigger .
Her , brother Davidson was such a cutie , but he was 2 years younger than them !
Back then , if some one was younger than you . They were a pea on!
He was a cutie pie , and her older brother was a dee jay like Sha' s brother .
Her older brother and Sha 's brother were best friends.
His name was snail .

They , called him that , 'cause he carried the most
biggest radio around in the housing project".
He had to walk slow ,while ,lugging it around .
They called it , "a box", it pumped out ,
So many be- bopping tunes .
every-tune ,
they hear .
they had to , walk to the beat, or rythym .

Sha's brother E , was ordinary . The girls just , liked him 'cause
he was a dj . It was for , so many reasons . That he was very popular ,
darkskin, handsome , Sha guessed . He was very hard working , loved black women !
claimed he was the best lover of them all.
Him and snail . Sha also had hood brothers . They were so handsome .They worked in the commuinity . They had an interest in working with the youth in the housing projects . They were special operational officers involed with the black and latinos law enforcment officers unity movement
in poorer urban commuinities .They were in law enforcement .A special unit made of younger people . They started their life in the field .While , they were like in preschool. They were part of a new type of law enforcment . They were recruited by their families in law enforcement .Very covert operation until they were established. They used their unit names as idenity.
Almighty was the name of the leader at the time .Second ,was the Alpha, third was Beta,the fourth was Ceta. The fifth was Too Magnificent !
Sha was a part of this unit . She got involed with it through her relative . They were a group created to do
policing in all generations races and creeds.

The team that chose her and Tibbs were really a lot older than them , in fact , Tibbs was about to turn 16 . Sha was still the youngest . Almighty was always paranoid ! He always thought people were trying to get him .He was fine though .He was purturgeese , golden brown skin green lite blue eyes thin lips for some one that is african decent , nice build thin , musculer upper body build . Slender ,nice chilsed buttockks . Very flat booty . He was medium height . Tall for Sha . Sha was only 5'2 . He was about5'7 . Always had good curyly hair . Always had it in a cameo . 'Til this day Sha thinks his hair is still like that ! Sha loved all of them , but her favorite was her Alpha! he was a lef fists wing black panther .Free Huey! fight the power of the establishment ! Angry 40 acres and a mule !Preaching brother !He greeted you with banter about the decietful goverment , but he worked for the goverment in law enforcement . Sha didn't really know why would he get mad at the people that were paying him ,but he was cool to be around .He was high golden yellow brownskin very tall 6'3 . He had a cameo but always wore a doo rag over his sandy red brown hair . He had gorgeous lips . They were cute and plump just like ll cool Jays . He did like working out .he was a little bit put together . He thought that a real brand nubiun queeen would love her black king just the way he is . He did have a big booty though like a girls not like almighty flat and chisled but it was a little too round and it kinda jiggled, a little bit . He was never sensitive about it .He had an ordinary build , but he was so fine . He had lite golden brown eye color that and his lips was like
fiyah! He wasn't like Almighty , being paroiniod ,but he was very suspicus of anything . it would be fun for tibbs and sha to watch them two together . You see Almighty would get paronoid but , Alpha would get supicous , and just watch whatever Almighty was saying . If Almighty was saying , "look this guy is saying something about him" . Alpha would watch if that person would even do the slightest thing , like look at Almighty sideways . Aww hell naw ! He go into angry black man mode!and old lawd ! Don't forget Beta ! He wasn't paronoid or suspicus he was nervous! Beta would always , when around Almighty,or Alpha he becomes the most quietest person . He gets so quiet , you wouldn't notice him . He held the cannon . He would always have an itchy finger . When they were around . Beta was complete dark chocolate all over . Wore his hair in an afro . a short short afro . Bigg button eyes dark blue , gorgeous african nose , like you see Africans have . He was African and Jamacian . Larger build . Always worked in gym . Large upper body muscules every where . Big up top , but slender on bottom . He had this weird cartoon like walk . He walked like the martin from bugs bunny . He was sweet to Shalove though . Then their was Ceta her Ceta! He was Ceta , but he let , Sha call him Tibss . Her Tibbs ! He was Puerto rican and loved his race and culture . He believed in his race and its future in aAmerican society .Tibbs loved his salsa and meranque music and dancing .Tibbs would dance you under the table .
Tibbs was 5'4 golden brown skin he had a wiry body shape , you know like the martin worms in the movie "men in black" he was a dancer .Just like Sha he did all types of dancing .Gorgoures lips plump,lite build,he was sneaky , he could get in and out of stuff like it was nothing to it . All these brothers are some seriously good looking and acting black and latino men . They would smile a woman right out her draws !seriously .sha would actually,see women lose control .it was nuts !

a week later their was another block party . The party was in
full swing.They had people
battling on the mic.
Everyone, was on the basketball court.
Girls watching guys play basketball,
and dancing,feelin'the music hanging out.
Sha"s brother's friend was on
"the reels of steel".
That's when, She noticed them.
They were all dressed,
kinda funny.Kinda guessed,
They were from out of town.
They were very clean.
Their faces were very shiny!
Like, they were wearing a mask!
She wondered, Why their faces
looked that way.
One of the guys, he
looked like the leader.
He walked like a duck,real funny!
He went over to the dj.
Asked if he could do a ryhme.
My brother's friend looked him up and down!
Now!This was a big deal!
Now!'Cause you can't get on the mic
in our hood!
If no one knows you.
Sooo! The DJ said no!
So!The guy punked down!
He offered the DJ money!
sha's hood brothers cracked up!
They took his money!
They let him do it!
Joe !Got on the mic and sucked
He said, some ryme that was soo lame!
soo! He could get some panty draws!
His whole crowd of peeps,cheered for him.
they just looked and shook thier heads!
They do know he got the draws doe!
The girl ran up and hugged him.
Look playa!No shame in that!
But, he was corney!
They never let him on again.
2wks later, Sha saw 2 of his
little peeps, wanting to get on the mic.
He was mad 'cause he couldn't get
back on.He told them nooo!
But Sha said yess!
Those 2 peeps ripped it!
They came with some old religious,
end of the world type shit! It was crazy.
The crowd went nutz!
People came running out there house!
To see who was on the mic.
They ripped!
Like their life depended on that moment.
Unknown, to Sha at that time it did.
I think ,They met one of the
producers of a label that day.
They signed them up.
Right there in FPV.
They didnt know,
who Sha was
but,they make records.
Joe was mad!
Sha wanted to find out about these kids.
Why they were in Her area?
What was goin on?
Joe was really mad.
He didn’t want to see.
his people do good?
Shalove went over to him and
spoke said "hi "
he said hello.
he was a handsome,
deep dark chocolate color
complexion.
Rugged smooth looks ,medium , build.
For her tall, she is only 5'2.
He had such a weird walk.
She would find out later.
That that funny walking
brother was packinnn!


She asked him about his people.
He told her they were
part of some government program.
It was for the youth.
It was an anti- gang task force.
she said, cool!
You know she wanted to help
her commuinity.
She didn’t know where those kids,
came from but they were'nt from FPV.
Joe Joker was some sort of cop.
He said the program they had
keeps kids out of gangs.
Well ,he didn’t know it yet,
but there were no more gangs in Conn.
He said he had heard there were a lot of gangs in the Conn
area.
she should of known right there something was wrong
If he was a cop he should've known.
she didn’t tell him.
(while what he was talking about
was a meeting between the bloods ,crips ,panthers
and just about every group you can imagine.
They were signing peace treaties,
They changed their format.
They concentrated on helping their people.
To fight, the establishment , government.
They believed that the government was the" Supreme Oppressor".
All the gangs died .They dissolved on that day.
They said the only way to win this thing,
is by helping our own people, making our own establishment.
so , with that they killed out all of the gangs present with a peace treaty).
She should have walked away.She kept talking to him .Bad decieson.
He was very angry, about the boys on the mic. He asked about how close are the people in the housing project. She was a little weary about talking with him, but she wanted to know about the program if it could help the people here and the real reason why they were here .He was wondering why there were record label people out here and why his boys got the mic and he didn’t . Shalove told him,”well ,you really were not at your best on the mic , those ,two boys you had with your peeps, were really good,they like to give young people a chance,out here.We know you only did it to get the panty draws!yo! and you did right?He only laughed slyly, showing gold caps in his mouth. The two boys were still talking to the record producer. She asked about more information on his people ,He smiled slyly again ,and said why not come to one of there group meetings .He said”, that they were held on Wednesday nights ,right outside in one of the projects main courts,” so she said ,”cool I’ll come out there tonight” .She went back to her hood brothers and told them what she could, told them about their meeting ,and she would go.
Shalove shows up at,7pm.It was at” the safari” in between buildings 30 and 31.When she got there,It was a group of people,there just about the same kids.they were new people in the projects some of them just got there leases. Some of them lived around Bridgeport.they really were not considered from FPV.All of a sudden Joe comes barreling through towards her smile’s and takes her hand and says”hey”she responds back ”hey” .He directs her to sit over by the other girls on the ground .Then he tells other people that there getting ready to start.
Joe starts the meeting off with someone reading the last minute’s of the last meeting,
after that, they started discussing ,plans on how to start a new group .
Most of the people there were adults some children, a few teenagers ,all or mostly all related .
They wanted to figure out their doctrines rules and philosophy.
Joe was a leader of these people.The people started to say their ideas.
One person had the idea of working with the assumption that people wouldn't suspect they were cops or informants
with the police,if they would act like they were crazy!they called themselves the insane brigade.
people would act nutty or wierd so no one would suspect they were spying on them.
Another idea was to have women to be fake prostitutes so they could supposedly arrest pimps and prostitutes.
Another idea was to make people worship false religious beliefs.
Another was to be corrupted people to catch other corrupted people.
That last idea didn’t pan out so well, in fact none of their ideas worked for the past 20 years.
That whole government program was a loss. They wanted a way to recruit area people in their scheme.
They could receive federal money if they acted like a community youth program; Father Panik was one of the approved sites.
They were supposed to give the youths of the area leadership in positive way . Instead , they choose to corrupt them and cause a need to have more put into stopping crime in these housing sites. This was the begining of a corrupt police organization marrying the informant to giving birth to a corrupted establishment . These people wanted to create a corrupt establishment of law enforcement , political people , community service , civil servant , and , government authorities ,. . Shalove realized these people were evil. Her hood brothers needed to know about this . Shalove's hood brothers , were such hoties in the village they were a special unit of police officers , Then All of a sudden , Joe says they need a way to recruit people from father panik .That's when he turned to Shalove,he said that she had a lot of influnce in the area,she could get people for them.Shalove thought he must be joking!He said it will be money in it for you if you help us!Shalove just stuttered at him and said let me think about it.After the meeting,Shalove headed home. In her bed she thought about Joe and his meeting. She thought about the reaction of her hood brothers . Her older hood brothers . The real Almighty and supremes,no one knew them but her in Father Panik . She had to get word to them right away! She began to doze off to sleep!
Its early in the morning . The sun is up over the city. In the projects.


THERE WAS SO MUCH GOING ON THE NEXT DAY . THEY WERE HANGING OUT
Almighty , was going off on Tibble , about not being in front of the door . He looked so hurt ,
He , only went to the other side , to talk to his new friends from New York . They were a dance group from Mahattan .
They were talking to him about starting a new crew here in Conn . Tibble was so good at that new dancing, , called breaking they wanted to make him a part of their crew.he was so excited!he knew that if he joined them he could be the first to create something great people will remember his name. "Hi jax" , said her Beta , Tibble and Almighty , said ," wassup " to her and she walked over to kiss all three . She was really spoiled in that sense . This brothers was so fine . They wouldnt let any chick just kiss all over them . She was spoiled to them . They said , "she was gonna became such a little lady". She came to see Tibble he and her left to go out side .
She asked Tibble ," whats with him today" , "nutthin" he said . They started talking about the guys , from new york .
They were called the rocking crew . They had 5 guys that was the leaders of it . One girl , her name was C-love . Shalove loved her name . It was so cute . It was almost the same as hers . She was about 3 years older
than Shalove . She was very pretty hispanic . She really would get the party going . She taught Shalove how to breakdance . It was a lot of fun ! Her and Tibble talked about it .He was planning to go to the city ,for about a week . Almighty said, "That he could go, but he might , not have his job, when he got back ' . Shalove said to Tibble , She thought it would be cool , he could come back and show her some more new moves , he said cool.he asked shalove whats going on with you. Well , She told about Joe and his people their meeting . She said," they were plotting something , aganist the housing project".

They didnt like fpv because it was a part of some secret association they knew of it cause the group had visited fpv and picked shalove and tibble and others as their children and had refused Joe Joker and his crazy kids.and they were jealous of the children of father panik village. it was as if they were direct opposite or enemies of the positive youth leadership group .like they were the negative youth leaders it was nutz!



She told him of one of the girls there.
Her name was Madison . She was Jayla's cousin . She was from Hati .Sha told Tibbs of the drama Madison cause's Tibbs shrugged his shouders ,and gave his Sha a hug . She sighed , and said to him, "the only person she cared to be with was Jayla " , he said ," for her to keep it strong ," Then , he was outeee! She told him " later! " she started , to think about Jayla . Shalove loved her Jayla , but couldn't stand her cousin! She was crazy and nasty,uuggg!~was she nasty! She was eleven. The same age, as Shalove and was already, doing it with old , young , anyone , with money , just every where having sex with any one willing to pay for it . (Her and her friends ) . Joe Joker loved them girls.You know and that was cool , as long as they didnt bother Sha , she would be cool , but that was it ! She had issues ' cause , you know what ! That fishhead ! was always bothering Shalove , ever since she saw Shalove chillin ' with Jayla , and seeing all the friends , they had . She would just watch Shalove and copy everything , she did .

Later that day,
Shalove told green green about the dances . She was showing , the rest of her peeps , When , this fishead come over and started telling Shaloves friends , to come check out her and her friends dance .

So , they did and they were using Shalove's moves ! Shalove flipped ! and wondered why that ugly girl couldnt get her own moves . Why ? she had to copy hers . She got mad ! and left to come see Edison her love . He got mad , and said ," why is she copying your dances" she didn' t know why ! He suddenly , got up and went , to where her friends , were all hanging out at . He , walked right up ! to her , and asked her , " Why she copied Shalove dances . She said , " that Shalove was lying , Edision lost it ! "Who the hell are you "! He screamed ! "What the hell are you doing here ! Why are you
even out here ? You are a slave , to your country . You are not free people , you just escaped your land ! your only here on a visa , you have no rights here "! She kept saying ,"she's a liar " ! She was such a nasty hoe ! He told her never to bother Shalove again! She cowerd back and said ! "okay okay ! When , Edison was finished he turned , and walked away . Shalove , looked over at Madison . She and her crew were glaring , at Shalove . Edison left and Madison
started talking to her folks in french . Shalove didn't know , What they were saying , but she knew her and this girl , were gonna have some , longtime issues , as she , turned to leave , Madison started hissing like a snake . Shalove needed to be careful around this one.
AFTER , her little beef of words was over . She went to the pantry , to get her some chilli cheese fries .
She saw Madison's cousin her love , Jayla . She told , her love what happened , and Jayla , responded do you hate me?

Jayla surprises Shalove , with saying ," My Shalove Sha my love Sha , "what the hell are you arguing with my cousin
for? Shalove stepped back ' cause she wasn 't gonna punk down to her love
even though her love was an expert at kicking ass. She taught Shalove to fight . Jayla was 15 going on 16
She knew karate,some Japanese shit,she had a black belt,she was registered with the cops,she knew how to wreck,she taught her sha,to beat the crap outtaa any woman man, or anything that got to close .she devolped the fighting style,.even though her sha knew she was gonna kick her ass .She d better stand up and take it or she would even get madder.Shalove would call her love her la together . They were called shalalala . Her love followed shalove . People started staring . Her la pulled her to the side . I saw what went down .
My sha , you said , I could use your dance moves . Sha said ,"of course my La , But your my love not her, she starts too much trouble , you know you could use anything I have my la , but she 's bad news. Jayla replied,"Well if you got a problem , with her , you need to solve it , my Sha ". Sha replied ,"are you choosing her over me my la?" . Just then, the biggest commotion happened .
It was over , by where Maidison and her crew usually were . All , of a sudden , Shalove heard and saw Lydia with her beads in her hair her feather hanging down and wearing her baby blue and white . Sha and la looked at each other.

Lydia was going off in spanish then they saw the whole entire spanish latina's,with bats and pipes,and chains,runninng toward Madisons spot,apperantly madison told one of her crew to rob Lydia Of her mothers welfare check that lydia happend to steal . She needed some new sneakers to match a her new gold medalion.
The guy acutally tried it he took her check she stole and ran . Lydia reconized him came to madison and her camp .
They tried to jump her she hollered to her people and the latina 's were soo soo hot it was about at that time 50 girls there Lydia was aire to the high exalted majestic . She wasn't there of course,but they were,
All , of a sudden , Madison , starts acting bad 'cause she called Joe and his crew . Shalove said ," no way "

Lydia's love called and hollered . Sha did her special call to her big brother , Tibbs . He was , already on the way , he heard , his Sha . While, he was running . Cars were pulling up . People were jumping out , some running, Tibbs was first running by himself , Then , it became a sea of hispanic , brothers . It was , So many , of them . They were running to their love , the latina's . It must have been at least 500 , running up . Shalove never saw so , many hispanic brothers before .
It was half of the connecticut chapter of the hispanic latinos . All high ranking , all heated . Joe told , Madison and her crew to jet . They ran too. They got chased out the project ! They caught a few and the latina's , started to whip tail !

They didn 't get Madison , or the guy that robbed her . For , the next 3 days , F.P.V was , so deep with the latin groups , it was wall to wall Puerto Rica . They was looking and hunting and waitng for Joe and Madison they took her spot
and brought out a dead pig and made a pit and roasted it for a long time then the older puertur ricans had a block party . All the music was wuppa latin music and you know Lydia's love Sha got her merangue on doing the webos oh yeah they party.people were outside breaking night just dozens of people they brought blankets cots

All that and just hung out it was crazy just cause they wanted to start trouble for no reason look what happend
Shalove's love was so heated at everybody.Everyone loved our Jayla , but just not her cousin . She was a trouble maker . Sha 's love her la ,found out , Where her cousin was . She came back and got her Sha .Jayla said, "My love , My sha , will you ever love me right ? " Sha Replied , "My La My love . What has happened ? , I love you truly ". "Why do you continue to hurt me , by hurting my cousin "? "You are my love! you are my La " replied , Shalove . "I don't hurt her , she robbed someone , that she thought was alone . Prove to me , that your my Sha my love ,come with me , to talk to her you are the only one who could calm down lydia and Tibbs.I dont like your cousin"she starts too much stuff then runs away or cowers out of it . She is sneaky , and snakey . Jayla said ,"You don't know her . She had it rough " . I guess so , said , Sha . She said ," come with me ". So , Sha left , the park . They , walked across the river through , the path to the eastend . They went to this resturant on Bunnell st . the two friends , loved Bunnell St .The Eastend boys showed mad love . soon as they got on the block . Bougie and his friend Wendell came and met them at the end of the path . Bougie was rapping and Wendell (a darkskin chocolate teddy bear , big belly , looked and sound like luther Vandross ) , was crooning to Bougie 's rap . Wendell was singing let me love you in the sunshine (by force md's), to Shalove and then he sang let me hold you in the moonlight to her la. Gonna make you 2 cuties all mine . Bougie was beatboxing by now . Sha and la loved it .The guys loved them 2 especially la . She was older than Sha . She had pretty caramel , brown skin . She was like a little taller than Sha . Who is only 5'2 .She was slender athletic build , but she was still femine . She had a nice body , and she used to compete in the streetfights for money . She was a top fighter . A good bet , the guys on the Eastend , loved the two of them . When , they were together , they were very close . They guessed , people noticed it . La would , always put her arm around Sha , on the Eastend . Sha didn't mind . They were best friends. She loved her la. they called la caramel creme and sha chocolate sugar . The girls rearanged the names . Sha was chocolate creme and la was caramel sugar with nuts . They were on there way to see her cousin since the latin latinas and latin latinos took siege to Father Panik and joe made Madison retreat.Jayla wanted her to talk to the latinas for her cousin . Sha didnt want to but , la said if she really loved her she would at least talk to her to see if they could sqaush the beef they had. She was in there with her crew . Joe,this girl named redo,another girl named Lyrina another girl named Ronnie,another named leeza . She was older , around Joe 's age and some of her other friends.Soon as Madision saw , Sha . She starts in at the mouth to Joe saying Sha was the reason for the trouble she was having, Joe starts to smile at Sha and said don't worry I know this girl. Sha just looked at him weary.Madison starts saying that Sha was friends with these kids.She said , that the kids , she had beef with were cop killers . Sha couldn 't believe the lies from that child ! Why , is she trying so hard to ruin Sha and her livelihood.where did this chick come from?shit! Well , then Joe said ," if you know people who are a danger to police , then you could just write their names on this paper " he said , handing Sha paper and pen . Sha really thought this guy was bunkers!didn 't they know her . This was unreal! sha said to them they needed to suck her shitty ass!
and turned to leave . Her love grab her and held her about the waist . Sha was , so hurt it was at that moment . She knew that la didn't love her . in fact,la lied and sha found out about her later . she was with all those nasty girls even her cousin . Sha realized , they were not related . They were sleeping together Madison , told her herself . She knew , she had to leave la .When , she stepped out of the resturant it was like night and day . It was all dreary in there , but it seemed the sun shone in the night evening at that moment . Shine sha this time shine ! her loves Bougie, Wendell,chuckie,and chuckie'es married girlfriend kim . Were , across the street . Rocking , to the beat . That song , was playing from the boombox . The whole , block was jumping off . They , were cabbagge patchin , woppin and charlie browin , all over the place . Bunnell St. was her love .Sha wanted La to be in love with her .Why was it so complicated .Bougie was on the cardboard breaking by now and kim was freestyling .they started chanting ,Ho,Ho,Ho,.they were beboping .jumping the block off .they showed sha mad love .she loved it.She had to go though,

turning from watching her loves and loving their love . Jayla sneaks , up behind Shalove . She tries to get her to laugh , but something was wrong with Jayla , she had changed over the last few week's . You know , she started robbing people and getting hard core ever since her damn cousin came . shit! except for Shalove . She stuck up everybody in the housing project!even her loves . they had a meeting without her to disscuss her behavoiur so they decide that well, she is our love so she might need the money for something but is afraid to ask so she might feel better by sticking us up so that is our love so tell everybody in the hood to look out for Jayla when she comes to robb you just give it to her matter fact let's get exta money for her just in case she needs it ,so that's what they did but Jayla wouldnt stop.even though she got more money than God she wouldnt stop . What was wrong with Jayla . What was wrong with la love . Shalove tru love didn't love her . the first in a life long of heart ache.she pulled away from that lying,hypocrite jerk wad.shalove went back home to fpv.love never recieved love.as she came upon fpv she saw her homeboys davidson,and liguid they were drinking a 40-0they were talking to karate bill ,.they said wassup! she said wassup!they slapped hands
and stuck out there tongues and said aagghhh! she looked over and saw her homegirl linda over by that big bounce he was sitting in his yellow cadilac . Big bounce took up the whole front seat almost in his caddy and whatever was left linda took the rest of it. now her and the big man and everybody else around the car , were all black talking about the purto rica invasion . They said the luau was good . The pig was roasted divine but they were ascared ! 'cause those spanish people were heated . They laughed . Shalove wanted to go see her tru loves , Almighty,Tibbs,Beta,and she was ohh so missing her Alpha .she loved talking to alpha when she was sad our hurt she needed him right now . Alpha left town on the news of new creators groups forming .Almighty thought they were out to get him . So, Alpha left to find out about them . He left Beta in charge of his security . Ever, since Alpha went gone . Almighty was in overload about his security . Nobody could really take it . No one was out to get him , but he was just like that. She saw Tibbs not at his usaul post . He was guarding her Lydia. He looked like a little pitt bull dog , guarding a raw t bone . The little all impotant strut . You would think she was the president . Then there was the guard . The queen was some where but Shalove left .Tibbs was working on it so she went to see her loves . Beta was over by the spot talking to Bougie and wendall(now back then in Bridgport people walked wherever they go cause it was easy, cheaper and refreshing cause you could see more walking than in a car.)Bougie and Wendell were avivd and fast walkers , that's why they beat Shalove there . They didn 't know who Beta was . They , just knew he liked to rap . Almighty , came outside and they all looked up at Shalove and said ," what's wrong " she said ," it was cool ", Almighty , put his arm around Sha ," its ok" he said , She kinda fell into him a little. He said ," ok lil jax you need a song ".
Shalove , adored this part . That's where her love for male quartet came from . They used to sound so sweet . They really were doing it , to pick up the ladies that were listening . Sha listened to their melodioc tunes.
They sat her down and they started crooning .Their Jax loved hearing , them sing to her . She loved Alpa the most he had such a silky voice . They , all sounded so beautiful harmonizing the song old oldies like starlit,earth wind and fire,frankie beverly,maze teddy,freddy anything ! it would always cheer her up!and with Wendell and Bougie it was just great! Everybody , started to crowd the spot some latino brothers joined the glee club and started singing . They sung in english and spanish they all broke night that night outside , every body hung out to the crack of daylit , a week later , Shalove got up and got dressed , showered , did her hair in curls , got ready to go outside , her mom called her to wait , she wanted Shalove to go to the store , she wanted some stuff,1.00 spiceham,1.00 yellow cheese , loaf of bread , and miricle whip oh lord ! and of course miricle whip . Shalove hates that stuff . Her mom was completely old school about her food Minnie was raised in South Carolina and D.C.most of sha's fam were and are crazy they had anger management problems. Sha's grandmother ,( Sha's mom mom) was a thug, she would rob the guys at the railroad of their weekly check. Her and her brother's and sister's would run moonshine back in their day .Yea Sha's grandma was a gangsta. When, she got old she stayed with Sha and she was just such a mean old lady! Her mom was just the opposite. Minnie was the most giving , loving person that so desepartly wanted to recieve love back !Sha loved her mom very much! Her mom gave her a book of foodstamps,ah!great not only does she want embrassing spice ham ,but she gave her food stamps ,she thought!her mom said she could have 2 dollars in stamps for candy.She headed out side and when she got downstairs Devont was outside,bouncing his ball he threw it and it hit sha in the arm,stoop!! she teasing yelled ! she started for the store her . Lydia was hanging out on the courts . She told , her she would be back She entered mr, H"s store
and his daughter was manning the front end . She'd seen one of the guys from Madisions crew . They hadn't come back since the latinas ran them out. He just stared at her glaring . She had not seen any of them around , at all since then . She was hurt, ever since that day, not even Jayla . She was hurt about how her friend turned on her . Her thoughts drifted to her friendship with Jayla . Jayla was a tuff girl . She was a champion fighter whipping ass was her specialty , shit ! It even became her job. She was a black belt . She was a some chinese fighting shit . She could street fight you under the table. yeahh ! She was a bad chick she had to be registered with the police . She did a lot of streetfights , for money . She , became a champion in this sport . She created , a form of streetfighting called wrecking .Her posse became known world wide . She loved her la . She taught Shalove so much . She was very intelligent ,she would go to get Shalove , mostly at night. They would go to this little field , close to fpv . She would teach and lecture to Sha , about certain , philosophies and ideas , about the sun and stars and solar stuff . Shalove , loved being with her . She felt so connected , to her , like they , were in the stars and moon written forever, like the sun and moon's forbbiden love . It felt funny and warm . Why had she turned on her ? The time , they would spend would be almost cosmic . They were , so into each other , very knowing about themselves . She taught , Sha , how to read the earth ,stars and atmosphere . How to be one , in that venture, Jayla was very spiritual as in the human spririt . She studied things , like buddiusm , and such . She encouraged , Sha so much , that's why Sha couldn't understand , What went wrong ! She loved her first tru luv though . Jayla was awesome in Sha's mind. She just felt good . When , she was with Jayla . Sha was in awe of her cause she was smart ,fascinating and loveable . she taught interesting , things to Shalove . Shalove was just , so into her . She also treated , Sha like a grown up . Jayla told , Sha from , When they were younger living in the projects . Sha was about 9 . That they are meant for one another . At , that time Sha didnt understand her.when they got older it seemed to Sha that Jayla would follow her everywhere . Sha and her family would move . When Sha went to the eastend Jayla showed up there too,when Sha's family moved to f.p.v. Jayla and her cousin showed up there too,at everytime her cousin would show up first then Jayla.even when they were little Sha and Jayla would experiement with each other one time when Sha was 9 sha's mom caught them together.Jayla had more experience than Sha . She never knew why.Jayla was on top of Sha , grinding her. The two girls didnt know for sure what they were doing , but Jayla told Sha that her cousin showed her that's how grown ups did it . Sha's mom came in the room , while Jayla was on top of her. Minnie screamed "what the hell are you two playing?"Jayla was so into what they doing .She almost didnt stop!she jumped off Sha and looked at Minnie and said at first,I was showing her something ,Sha stayed quiet.ever since they were little Jayla , when there was trouble , would always take the lead but not right then Sha liked Jayla and she wanted her to stay friends . She knew that if Minnie knew what they were doing . They wouldn't see each other again. Sha told her mom , they were fighting with pillows . What did you think it was ? Sha's mom was embarrased . She just said be quiet ! Jayla smiled , when she left and said that you like me?huh?Sha said , yes! She asked Sha to be her girlfriend , but to let noone know. That was cool . Every summer she would come to conn,from new york. She would look for Sha . Sha loved the way Jayla treated her so grown up.She taught Sha how to be a tease by teasing her sexually . Jayla would test her to see if she was listening if she did good , she would reward sha . First , it started with soft kisses,she reassured sha that this was how she expressed to her how she felt , and that it was okay! oh! that Jayla . They would lay on the grass on their backs and look at the sky . Jayla started at first putting her arm around Sha and asking if she loved her and of course! Sha said, yess ! That was the first time Jayla kissed Sha on the mouth. Sha never had sex before, and she liked boys but, never really got into them on a sex nature,but for some reason, She liked that Jayla kissed her. Jayla asked, had she ever french kissed .Sha said," no". She asked," do you want to?", She said," yes", So she put her mouth aganist hers, opened sha's mouth,and put her tongue in, She wiggled her tongue, in her mouth ,grab her tongue,and sucked it out. She proceeded to touch ,Sha's chest.Sha was flat chested, so she didn't have breasts yet , just nipples, after kissing her, She asked again," if sha loved her" sha said ," yes!'. She told her ,if she loved her, she would , show it and trust her. She said," okay ". She didn't know, What Jayla was doing ,but she liked it !She opened shalove's shirt, pulled up her training bra, exposing her nipples, She said to her ,"you want these to get bigg like mine, I'll show you". Sha only really had nipples. She was just starting, to fill out. Her jayla, started licking and sucking on her chest, oooh it sent waves through ,Shalove's body. She never felt ,before, it was so, good to her, She was laying on top of shalove. She told Sha to hold her . Jayla started to go, up she kissed her neck. Shalove groaned in delight. She never experienced this before.She started giving her, wet kissess in her face ,and at last in her mouth .She gave her, that long french kiss,again ! and said," she loved her too "and that's, how we show love to each other. She got up, off Sha ,helped her with her shirt. She said ,"from now on on this is how we should greet each other".A kiss . She looked, at Sha ,so happy and with love and lust in her eyes . Sha started to feel , like a woman, and she said what she thought out loud. Jayla just laughed , and said," your not a woman yet." Shalove shook herself back to reality .She was in the store, .she went to pay for the food ,and started to leave.Mr h's daughter ,told shalove to wait a second.She went to the back and came back with some flyers for a party, she was having. She asked," her to give some out ", Shalove said,"ok". She turned to leave, she saw a green thunderbird, pull up outside, it was a nice car ,it had tinted windows. A person jumped out of it. It was jayla from out the driver's side. She got right out, looked in the store window,right at sha love. Shalove been hearing jayla was working ,the east end now , and wanted to get back in the commitee.She looked at Shalove, Shalove looked , down to the floor. She felt weak she she could feel Jayla staring at her . She came into the store. She was dressed really nice. She had on a nice, green silk shirt , and yellow pants. She stood and waited for Sha to, kiss her she didn't she knew that she was gonna come back for her kiss.sha didnt want to see her she stood in her way so she couldn't leave she said oh your mom sent you to the store for miracle whip again?she laughed at her oh well ' Sha interrupted " I guess you are doing good . you have a nice car and stuff I am happy for you " , She said , Sha I wanted you to come with me but you left . this that Im involed with I 'm getting a lot of dough Shalove , interruppted and said ," she was doing fine and Jayla said ," going to the store with food stamps and your doing fine ", " I love You I want you but you don't see it that way you think what i am is bad ". Well love don't talk to me again . You or the commitee .After , she said that , Shalove waited until she left and left the store.she went straight to her spot noone knew it was hers except whoever she loved . What happened to Jayla . She thought . She thought about the first time . They went all the way and made love in that field . She took her out at night . She brought blankets and like a picnic basket and a small radio . Sha love was excited about a new rap song . She wrote and recited it to her la . La was so happy . She kissed her so sweet soft and romantic that Sha wanted more and asked la for more . She proceeded , to kiss her neck and face . It was fall time , so they brought blankets . She said let's get under them it got so hot between them Jayla suggested that they go , to her spot now . She was on the other side of the village , so they walked over to one of her apartments . She turned on the radio and they danced to Freddie Jackson and then Teddy Pendagrass . She kissed Shalove . Sha melted she wanted more. She took Shalove's clothes off of her in the middle of the living room. She was naked in front of her . Her not so filled , out body quirvering for her touch . She played , with Shalove 's small breasts, teased her nipples until , they were popped out and hard . She said , to Shalove ," do you want more", yes! Sha said , La held her hand . She stroked her hands down Sha's body . She reached her v . Shalove didn't have any hair yet . She said , for sha to go to the bedroom . She laid on the bed la took off her clothes . She was very pretty . She was so full of lust and Shalove guessed, that she was lusting too , even though , she never had sex . Jayla , fell on top of sha and went kinda wild . She was kissing and sucking sending more and more waves of passion though Sha . She never experinced something like that . That felt so good . She started moaning and squealing and gasping Jayla sucked her breast and started to kiss her tummy . She got to her cusp . She asked Sha was she a clean girl . She didnt understand her . She asked have you ever had sex before . Shalove had to tell her no . She was a virgin . She said what . She said open your legs for me . She did . She looked at her virgin pride , looked back up at her , amazed . She said ," your just a baby". She said ," your body not open at all ". She played with her love's vagina . Your goregeoues , your perfect can I eat you? she asked, "what is that" Sha said .When, I lick your pussy . Sha got sooo, disgusted that she said,' no!'. Jayla ignored her .She proceeded to have Sha. Sha loved it!. Jayla licked it, sucked it, pulled it, with , her tongue, and the shockwaves went off the map. She was straddling Sha she couldnt handle this she screamed my goodness ! Jayla kept on until Sha body started to thrust and now she had such a strong hold on shalove she couldnt get out of her arms I love you jayla was last thing she could say before she felt the last shock wave that hit all through her body then the biggest thrust and a scream from sha then what felt like a gush of water coming from between her legs she lifted and release sha as sha crumpled back on the bed completely shivering Jayla was kissing her vagina she wiped her face and wiped sha body got on top of her and said teasing oh my goodness! I love you too she giggled. will you stay this way for me . Shalove promised her yes I might have to come back for you . Jayla is 0an asshole. She lied , to that littl girl , so much and so bad . She made Shalove here dummy . She was a major asswad . Shalove was heartbroken . She just wanted her luv to love her .She needed her friends someone she could talk too . That's what helped her make it through . The love and support of her friends . She needed , to talk to someone . She left and went to lydia , told her who was at the store.as she was telling her the guy left. it felt so good in the vill now with Madison and Joe , not there no one was tense . Since , then Lydia and her Shalove talked about the future . What their plans were. She knew Lydia was gonna be an actress and a model,to this day sha sees her work a lot . She played good basket ball,she wanted a game just them two but up comes tia their love and best friend . They played till late that night.When they finished , tia was wondering if they could go to a party it was over by devont's building and they knew right away that tia wanted to go to see him.she started up again ooohhh girls ! that party gonna be the bomb ! and D gonna be there with his fine ass! they giggled,so they got up and walked down Martin Luther King drive . All , the people were out just chillin , They got to the party and sha brother and that whole dj crew was there . They had so much fun!the party broke night every body stayed up dancin till the sun came up.they left to get home and to bed. next few days were busy cause sha had so much work to do from the committee she had to learn about certain commuinity functions that would create unity in the hood she was to meet with the bpt super for police to find ways of impleminting these things for the teenagers of fpv,he was a nice older white gentle man,white hair cherry cheeks sweet guy was very excited about the work the committee was and about to do.the commitee was Shalove Lydia Tibbs, Devont green green ,liquid ,sonya ,and they were trying to get our Jayla oh how they were trying to get her . she didnt want this love.they had so many teens in their organization.they were building each other through creativity.they were the new age creators they created all day long . Programs for teens , adults , seniors , a lot of rules and stuff . They created for the housing projects in connecticut .One idea was to have money set aside for working with the youth having them involed in crime reducing activites,having them help seniors in there hood and allowing the seniors to tell them and teach them of when they were young , the super had loved there ideas . He bragged about them to the mayor ,and the police commuinty . The new york kids couldnt stand us even though they had their commitee first . They didnt get as far as they did as fast as them but they were still cool . Today Shalove , and her friends were gonna meet the mayor , it was interesting to tell the mayor of their ideas . It had to be kept out of the general media , so they could kinda stay a secret until the missions were well established and functioning . They , were kinda like Jr officers .
The super and mayor seemed really cool and were excited about the expected, projectile of crime reduction . They took pictures of Shalove and the committee and finger prints . They could , have acess to grants for their groups . The committe were like stars foreal . They had 3 days of going to all these different groups to give them ideas on creating programs for their organizations . The committee started a job employment program . Several youth organizations , right on middle street . Where , they would meet to think about . What to create , for the Bridgeport and then connecticut area . Some time they would pay , the committe , but they then , later learned that , they were getting , the shaft .Because, the political, groups were , getting paid something serious, in the way of money using these teens and their creativity . Yep , they spent 3 days on the media road blitz . The commitee was their stars , alright more money more problems . I guess,so when they finnally , got back to fpv .Sha and tibbs went to see Almighty and Beta . They told them the good news about the new things . that they were gonna start new groups . They were very positive , very enriching. They , were so proud Sha and Tibbs cause they were the youngest and they were doing stuff for people their age and even grownups. They asked Almighty and Beta about Alpha . They hadnt heard nothing,so sha said ," later my loves " to them both and Tibbs said later mylo 's . They went outside and they started practicing their new dances . Sha wrote a rap and told Tibbs about the human beat box . Sha told him Bougie and wendell showed her . When they were singing with Beta and Almighty.
Tibbs really got into it and said at their next meeting he would bring dances and the rapping and beatbox and see if they could get help with creating maybe more ideas.Sha and tibbs talked about a getting some type of rules and order becuase this thing we were all involed in was gonna be big . Sha and tibbs , was the most excited . They , thought of ideas to include people to help , like comuinity leaders and police, judges philanthropists .They were so , many rich people . When , they heard about them, they just gave . such sweet people.so , as the week went by, it was time for the meeting . All of them , the commitee was there. The eight of them . First , they had to find a way to give elections so that the other teens could get leaderships in the groups .They had to get a name for it . establish ideas for each group.They talked about their ideas and asked the organization that sponsored them, if they could help , them find other groups that could help out . The response was phenominal .They did research on different philosophys and doctrines and ideas .They were so pumped.so they started their assignments . Their doctrine was their passion of
helping people,their philosphy was ther teaching,and oohh the ideas. They got back home to fpv . As , soon as they got there it was nothing but some serious drama. Joe Joker and Madison were back in fpv . They were going , around the politicians and police officers tryin to get help to destroy the committee .he said that these teens are black bastard babies they didnt belong having their own organizations they were from the projects and didnt have common sense to do this work he said the projects were garbage so the people were trash.he wanted to destroy all our good works. The police
were arresting everyone in the villiage . People were being set up. some were being threatend and chased for no reason Joe went on a campagin to get the committee teens .
He wanted to find out what were their missions so he could take them for him self and ugly madison and her people.The mayor for some reason wouldnt help , he refused to get them out of fpv . He said ," they should work with the youth" .
The commitee realized that the superintendent was trying his best , to keep the committee safe , but they knew , they had to do something . they decided to pray for guidence . The only one they felt , safe with asking , for help was God .After , they prayed they came up with an idea to leave connecticut . They packed up to leave . They were to split up and go all over the world .taking the philosphies and ideas everywhere . Shalove couldn't go . She wanted to stay in Connecticut . She was the youngest , of them any way. so , they decided to leave her , but they kinda turned on her . At the time , Shalove didn't know that . Joe caught them . These ass wads except for her Tibbs took money from their programs and spent it . Joe knew what they did . They told Shalove she should stay and be punished. She knew Joe Joker and that she did love Jayla .They said Joe knew her and that Shalove would be the safest here .
Her Tibbs protested , he said ," that he would find a way to take care of Shalove " the head of the committee said ," no", Tibbs was so upset he had a grim look on his face . The head of the commitee said," Shalove should be punished and not them". Tibbs just fell back to the ground , he put his head in his hand and cried ! she told Shalove . She could have her own group . Her own function her own organization . She just wasn 't one of them anymore. She was her own idenity . She could have whatever group she wanted or need . She just was disbanded from their groups with that . They left , all except her Tibbs , he was just crying , he told Shalove hold me , she did . she kissed her Tibbs and said don't worry Tibbs . I'll be okay I can watch them and let you know whats happening . Maybe , the committee will let me back in . They never did , in fact , they said," Sha was too ugly and dumb".

after leaving they came right back and went to Joe Jokers camp . Joe got them money hungry idiots! that's the only thing that Shalove could say about Joe Joker . He was funny he is very intelligent , but when it comes to conning the con man and bullshiting the bullshiter .You couldn't mess with Joe . All Joe knew , was when they came back . They wanted some money and he broke them off hehehe !) Sha told Tibbs . She will be okay and that he could go . She helped her Tibbs up and with that he left . Shalove was mopping around all day . She went to see the Almighty . When she got there . Their were police all over there apartment . All of a sudden , Joe comes right behind Shalove and says ," What are you doing here , its very dangerous , theres a drug dealer out here , he says he's Almighty . Me and my boys are here to get him . He an't gonna be nothin but a statisc looking up at a 45 barrel .me and my boys will get him ! sha
screamed in her mind ! where was my loves Almighty , Beta . Where , She couldn 't show panic . Her loves were in trouble . Joe Joker started laughing . They brought the dogs out !one of them sniffed shaloved Joe shooed them away . all of a sudden sha thought oh no!she heard a window break in one of the buildings she looked up it was Beta he had an uzi he yelled get down she heard another sound it was almighty in the other building he was at the doorway with a sawed off 22.that's when she heard them coming it was almighty's guard . They came as if it were out of the brick in the brick buildings . Joe and his boys were surrounded . Beta let off Joe pounced on Shalove , sheilding her . She was screaming! mylo! mylo! She was trying get Joe off of her . All she could do was scream . Joe starts yelling for his boys to pull back ! Sha was losing her mind ! The police started retreting . a police car pulled in front of them . Joe scooped Sha into his arms and shoved her in . She looked up and glanced aroud to see Beta still shooting . Almighty was now in the middle of the court yard with his gaurds sheilding him . He shot at the officers . Who were driving the car . Sha was in Almighty was screaming lil jax liljax . He just kept shooting . She realized that he was coming to get her . She signaled for him to stop ! She was ok ! They began to pull back more cops and fbi and cia were coming . She said," my love foevea" which meant Im ok , just get away . He said my Jax . They all left . Joe was still there looking at Sha , for some reason , Joe stayed very close to her . The rest of the reinfocements came , but they were too late . Shalove knew they were gone . She knew they were safe. Joe was crying he said ," he thanked god that Shalove was safe". She didnt understand Joe . He said," that he didnt want her involed in the investgation so if anyone comes and talks to you say nothing you will be safer if you say nothing". she agreed , a crowd showed up Wendell and Bougie came running! they started screaming for Shalove! Joe let them get her . Bougie wrapped his arms around her crying . Then Jayla appeared . She looked at Shalove horrified , then looked at Joe and he nodded and mouthed ," she was okay". Jayla dissappeared she didnt know why they showed up like that,but it felt good and safe to be in Bougie and Wendells arms . They took her back to the east end . Where they talked and sang to her . She was highly depressed and scared . They were at that old funky dive restaurant that Joe and Madison use to hold shop. Jayla was in charge over there now. They left, to go to one of the houses . The one that was empty . They got there blankets . delayia , chuckie and a bunch of others , were there too! Shalove stayed there till the morning . When everybody woke up . The sun was already beaming some one was cooking . When they heard the gourmet singing . They knew it was wendell and Bougie . Everyone , got up and went to the kitchen . They were using someone's gas , that they bootlegged off of . the lights came from an extension cord from someone house . At , night they would use candles.everybody grabbed a paper plate and loaded up on grub and soda Wendell was the best cook he said it was theruputic.he made some sausage egggs with mozzarella cheese toast with jelly pancakes.grits with yellow cheese and bicuits there was a lot of people there.people from the hood made a b line to the house for one of Wendell's meals Shalove , after they ate, They , got ready to go . She knew her mom was gonna get her. She wasn't at home at all last night Bougie and Wendell told her to wait a minute and they would walk her home. She said,' she could go by herself'. They, wouldnt hear it, They , walked her, through the path , up to her building, up the stairs , to her door. Bougie , said" your mom is gona kill you ",. "Check you later", he went down the stairs , chuckling. They left. Shalove just paused , and shook her head . She walked , in the apartment. Minnie was still sleep. Her mom slept like a bird , so quietly. She , tried to get to her room , but her mom's damn bird , started to chirp and it chirped loudly. It wanted Shalove to , take the covers off of it. She tried to be quick. Minnie heard it , and rose quickly. Shalove hated that daamn bird ! It was , a nosey parakeet . Her mom started , wilding out over, Where was shalove, she heard about the shooting . Some, police officers , came to the apartment , asking for Shalove . She , actually , went and , got a belt. Shalove, thought her mom went crazy! Minnie starts , whirling the belt over her head, like she was a cowgirl yelling that this is her house and she is the cop you do as I tell you . Minnie , struck Shalove, moved . The belt smacked , aganist the door . Shalove, looked at the door. Then at her mom , ran and opened the door ,then bolted . Minnie struck , again , and hit her arm , on her way out . She would never hit her mom but she knew her mom couldnt catch her i f she ran all her mom would do is stand there and tell her to get back over here sha knew she wasn't gonna do that she bolted downstairs and got out side she got to her sister building waited for her to open the door as soon as the door opened niecy said to her what did you do everyone was looking for you mommy just called to say get your black ass back home so she can finish your ass wuppin where were you? I was just chilling I was hanging with Bougie and wendell she said well neicey said there was a shooting last night and some cops got shot and one is in the hospital and someone said they saw you . " Naw ! it wasn't me ," she said , "listen go talk to mommy for me , try to calm her down , " I am not going back home until , she agrees to stop , beating me ", niecy said " your a brave but , stupid girl ". She called , Minnie and they talked . Shalove went to take a shower . She got out , and her sister , called to her . She needed , to stay at her house , for a few days . She said ," cool , She got dressed , in some of her sister's clothes . Her brother , Which stayed , with her , her boyfriend and her two daughters . Her brother' s feet stank all the time , but he was handsome . That's why, the ladies would, always , call her sister's house . Shalove got the fruity spray . It didn't help . He snored real loud , bad too , all of a sudden , There was a knock , on the door . It was sha ' s brother ' s friends , it was about 10 ' am in the morning . It was a tuesday . They, walked in .The first thing , they did was , rank on sha's brother , about his feet . He was still sleep , They were , hanging him , everytime , he snored . They would , just holler , with laughter . Then , they finally , got up , and got a feather , rubbed his nose with it . He jumped up! , snorted , and he was jolted awake ! He got to his feet , surprised ! to see , All his friends . They were , cracking up , laughing ! He got up , took a shower , got dressed . Shalove , loved her sister' s apartment . It was , the spot, everybody , would hang out there . The hallways outside would be packed with people. Her brother , use to practice on the turntables , his scratching ,mixing and playing . People, use to get on the mic and rap , or just stand outside , in the hall . Listening , to the music .When , he was showered , they wanted , to play video games . Her sister , had an Atari . Every body , loved ms.Pacman and seaquest , and donkey kong . They played , all day only, stopping for lunch . Her sister , had two daughhters , at that time . The oldest was 4 , they called her chico stick cause she was a beutiful child pretty caramel skin tone . At her young , age her mom , taught her to sing . She was very spoiled and her sister "lil mo"
She was a gorgegous , deep , dark , chocolate , skin tone . She could also sing , Sha's sister was a goregous , looking ,
light brown skin . Her sister was , so pretty , her daughters were , very cute . The guys , in the hood , really , used to fight , just to go out with her . Every day almost , her boyfriend , Dajohn had a fight with skeeter and his boys .Skeeter wanted to date Sha's sister .

Today he was on his way home from work . He was walking , with the rest of the workers , from the factories in the early eighties , in bridgeport . There was a lot of factories that built guns and weapons for the millitary , lots of them . They were so many , jobs around , it was such a wealthy city. He was , coming up to the hallway . When everyone heard a commotion Dajohn was fighting with Skeeter again ! This was about , the 3rd fight this week Skeeter and his boys started to jump him ! Then all of sudden, Everybody , heard a yell ! They looked down the path , that it came from , it was Dajohn 's little brother Dontae . Him and his dogg , a cocker spaniel , named chief came runing . Skeeter had about 5 guys with him .Dajohn and his brother were Marines, and to fight , one marine , was like fighting a whole fleet . Skeeter and his boys , scattered . They were afraid of Dontae , anyway , Everyone , thought he was crazy ! They ran off , When Dajohn and Dontae got , into the house , every thing calmed down . Sha's brother turned on his music and the day went on . People started going , back in the hall , hanging out . Shalove went outside , and went for a walk . She saw her folk ketia . ketia was still in love with Devont with his fine ass ! Her and ketia talked . She asked about , Why lydia moved to live with her aunt out of town . Sha said ," she didnt know why " Tia asked ," was it ' cause of all the fighting , with that bitch ! Madison ". Sha said ," it could be ".
Devont was still there , he was staying too . She talked , to Shalove , about how close , her and Devont were getting , pretty heavy . She told her that , they are planning to have sex and what did she think ? Sha started , laughing and giggled . Do you think , he's the right one ? She said ," yep " its in the way he makes her feel . Ketia was 13 . She was a virgin Devont was too , She said , to Sha haven' t you done it yet ? Sha really wanted , to tell Tia , about her and Jayla ,but she thought , her friend wouldn't understand . Tia started , asking about Jayla . She said ," what about your love , Jayla . Sha said ," What do you mean ?" she said , cautiously , to Sha ," Don't take this , the wrong way ,but everyone noticed how close you and her are . There have been rumors , about how , she hangs around those prostitutes , in the hood , you know , Madision and the rest of those girls . They say , she has been , toting you in front of her people , with her arm around you . Sha are you and Jayla together?she prodded" She kept prying so Sha finally , squealed to her , and said ," they were together and that she is , in love with her . That they had broken up over , The thing with , Madison and Lydia , but Jayla still wants her ". Sha said ," That she tries to resist her , but she really wants her
Jayla " . No one else , but Jayla was choosing something , Sha didn't approve of . Sha started , crying and ketia held her . She told her , friend after , how much she loved Jayla . Jayla still , turned on, her . She chose , that bitch ! not her , Tia held Sha . They , were both , sitting in the hallway in tia's building , on the stairs . Sha calmed down , and started telling her , about the sex , She had with
Jayla . Jayla was her first and only . They had to keep it a secrect , until they got , older 'cause back then , it was frowned , on , if women sleept together . She told Tia , about the time spent , with her . Teaching and showing , Sha all these different things . The love making would last for a long time . She showed her sex , moves to do . She , taught her about sex and it was fun ! with Jayla . She felt like a grown woman , even though she was 11. She said , to her friend ," That's why , I say make sure , he is the right one ,' cause it seems Jayla , has a power , I can't fight . It seems like , I can't never or do I want to ever escape her ! and I think that's , what happens , When you fall in love . That first love really does have the key or link in your life . It felt liked she killed me on the inside , When , I found out , she chose those , other people over me ". She said , Tia just looked at Sha she knew more about Jayla and Sha than she wanted Sha to know . Sha would find out later that Jayla was running the whole eastend and doing all types of activites . She had the most biggest niggers in the hood , afraid of her and and her people . How could she tell Shalove that her love was a criminal .Sha decided to go back to her sister house and head to sleep . She hugged her friend good night . She just warned her , to just make sure he's right . She left. She got to her sister's apartment and heard all this yelling and laughter. She walked in it was her brother and his friends Bougie and Wendell were there too. They all looked up . ohh here she is .We were waiting for you .Bougie told Sha to come here . He wisphered to her ," your love wants you ". Ill take you to her tonight . She thought he meant Lydia , maybe she came back . Him and her walked out . They proceeded to walk to the Jungle 2 . The other side of the vil . When they got there Bougie took her to one of the apartments . Told her , to wait in the room . She went in the bed room . She was standing over the bed . When she heard the front door open and shut . Some one was walking to the room . It was Jayla . She rushed in and swooped her into her arms and said ," my kiss". She quickly and sort of roughly put her lips on hers . She forcefully put her tongue in her mouth and sucked her tongue out with hers . Sha felt weak and couldnt fight her no more . She let go . Jayla had her . She was kissing her, with all this passion and concern . Sha body went limp , still in this liplock. Jayla had Sha in her arms . She laid Sha on the bed . She touched Sha's just developing breast , just touching . She was breathing so heavy . She was pressing and grinding , kissing and touching Sha . Sha couldnt fight this!Damn Jayla she let up off Sha for a minute are you ok? I saw you last night were you out there when they were shooting ? Why were you out there? I was going to the park . When I saw one of my friends . They asked me to go with them to east main St. . That's when I was coming back on my way home . There was a shootout . Joe saw me before it happened and covered me up . He put me in the sqaud car to keep me safe . Jayla slapped sha . She called her a bitch ! your lying to me. Jayla wasnt supposed to hit sha . They were not together . Sha told her to stop ! Jayla said , Sha I am not with you any more? All of a sudden , there was this eeerie feeling in the room . Jayla looked at Sha .
Sha couldnt read it it was anger , then sad , then disbelief , then pity . It just evoled into almost manic . Sha had an eerie fear creep up . What was wrong with Jayla ? Jayla let out a scream ! It was ungodly ! It was like a wild animal ! Jayla has a history of anger problems , but Sha has never seen her like this ! She was the most sweetest loving knowledgeable ,articulate and bravest person , but ever since her cousin and the rest of their family came . She has been going at this anger issue very badly.Jayla had been working out lately , so she was a little bit buff . She still looked nice , like a girl . You can just see , she was a little chisled . She grab Sha into her arms again . She ordered Sha to take it back ! What she just said to her , Jayla was breathing heavy again , in Sha's face . Her Jayla in her mind what was wrong ! She screamed , Jayla was hurting her, she thought in her mind Jayla was only using her to get what she wanted . Did Jayla really love her . She looked very hurt . . It was a lot of pain in her voice . Shalove was hurt , too! Jayla choose some one else , but kept trying to get back close to her , When it was convenient to her. It was hurting Sha and she thought it was hurting Jayla , but she said . to herself ," that she needed to stand up to Jayla if Jayla was ever to respect her " Sha said , no! That was it ! Jayla lost it ! She picked up a night stand next to the bed with both hands and threw it at the wall , turned at Sha and said ," who do you think you are ? I am the only one that loves you and your gonna get cocky with me huh?"She snarled . She smacked her again . What are you gonna do ?you know who you are my love say it sha who am I too You? huh sha said and started crying your hurting me !" I love you " Jayla screamed ! Jayla exposed her gun in her back waist band . It was a 357.caliber . She took it from her waist band and threw it on the bed . Look at me ! Sha love looked up , as she did Jayla punched her in the face . You think your actually gonna leave me ? She spat she began to beat Sha . She was beating her ruthlessly punching her almost close to wrecking her ! She beat her up all the while saying say it sha you said you loved me ! I want you I am the only one you could be with your mine ! We are together fore ever. Sha thought , how could Jayla love her . She lied to her ! and cheated on her !. She couldnt fight Jayla . She was too much for her . She kept screaming say it ! say it ! She finnally picked Sha up over her head , and slamed her on the bed . She fell with a crash ! The bed broke Sha was terrified now! She begged Jayla to stop ! Jayla picked up the gun . She took the clip of bullets out . She slapped the side of Sha'a face not hard just tapping . She said , who's girl are you ? she repeated it . Sha was terrified and confused . Why did she do this ! She said ," Jayla replied that ," I love you and your not going with anyone , else ever. Who's girl are you?" Sha was afraid now . She said ," yours ' She ripped her shirt open exposing her and started sucking her youthful body . She was on top of her . She grabbed her pants and pulled every thing off of her . While , this was going on Jayla's body guards were out side the door . They knew not to come in . She had that manic look on her face again . She got on top of her . She was grinding her and kissing her chest . She started saying ," she was sorry". She started kissing her lovingly ," I'm sorry I hurt you " She kept kissing her , so softly . Did you mean it . your gonna be mine , again . Sha felt sad and sorry . She didnt think that ," Jayla loved her" she was confused . She said , "yes" after it was over . Sha was in a lot of pain emotionally as well as pysical . Jayla dissappeared . Sha felt her mouth , it was bleeding . Jayla appeared in the doorway . She had washcloths, andsome ice for sha's face . She was trying to clean Sha up a little . She went and got some clothes , that were in the closet of the apartment . They fit sha but she wanted to take a bath , before she did . She asked Jayla could she call her sister . Jayla said "why your staying with me ' she said ," just to let her know , if Im , okay". she said ," alright" but she stayed by the phone , to listen to her > Niecey picked up the phone! and said , "hello" hi niecy this is Sha . Im gonna stay at Lydia's tonight . She wants me to sleep over . Her sister replied , "stop lying ,where are you?" I'll be over tommorrow. Just cover for me! don't tell cow girl minnie . She laughed and said " alright Sha" . She hung the phone up. Jayla said to her ,"I love you " and kissed her on the mouth . Sha said ," I love you too" . Jayla already had drawn The bath for Sha . There was bubble bath and candles and incense . She came in the bathroom , surprised to see all of that . Jayla was busy in the bed room , cleaning it up . She told Sha to get in the tub . She'll be there in a minute. Sha did . Jayla came out the room and shut the door in on Shalove . She heard Jayla at the front door . She let her people and guards in the apartment . She heard bougie ask if Sha was okay . Jayla kinda got mad and then she said mind your own bussiness ! Then she calmed down and said she was fine . Then another said ," sure she is she's alive right"? Then there was a strange chuckle , thoughtout the room . Shalove didnt want to hear their voices anymore . She closed her eyes and sank into the tub . All of a sudden , someone came into the bathroom , it was johnson . One of Jaylas friends . He had to use the bathroom. Shalove pulled the shower curtain , so he couldnt see her. He said he was sorry , but he had to go . He pissed and left . Shalove thought to herself . Oh no! Jayla is gonna turn on me! even worse another guy came in . Are you alright sugga? very low and quietly. Sha said ,"yes ". She was very afraid of Jayla . She heard the front door open and shut Jayla had left and just come back she heard Jayla and Bougie talking . Jayla was telling him to leave . He said no , there was about 20 guys in the house and just one bougie . Then they all just started laughing and Bougie said congragulations Jayla she's a sweet girl . Dont hurt her . She just laughed . Then there was a big boom on the front door . Bougie left . Someone opened the door . She heard glasses , tinkling together . She heard a pop . Then something being poured in the glasses. She could hear the men outside the bathroom just laughing and talking . She heard the bottle being put down . Then she saw a hand viguorouly , pull the curtain back ! It was Jayla. She was beet red and very angry . She came into the bathroom naked . She got in the tub with Shalove . Shalove was terrified . She got in and grabed the 2 glasses of wine . It was red wine . She told Sha to drink some . She had the most eerie expression on her face , almost again it was that manic expression . Sha drunk the wine . She said ," more" and Sha did . She grabbed Sha's hair and pulled it , got on top of her , breathing heavy and grabbing and touching her . She kept kissing her mouth rough and hard . She grinded Sha till she came. She got out of the tub , first then ordered Sha out they dried of and then went to the bedroom . She told Sha to get in the bed. They fixed it while , she was in the tub . there were candles every where . she didn't talk back she just got in the bed Jayla took the towel off . it fell . She was completely naked she stared at Sha. Just stay in the room . She left the door opened , a crack . She went in the living room with her friends and guards.


Sha could hear them she was having sex with them Sha stayed inthe room after a while jayla came in the room those guys all left except 2 . they were at the front door Jayla was really happy . she jumped on the bed with sha . she started acting like she was a cat a tiger or something .She played like she trying to scratch like one . so sha joined in the two girls giggled even though sha was in pain .she wanted Jayla to stay happy . so as they were playing around Jayla kissed sha . She pulled the the blanket off sha exposing her again . Sha was afraid of Jayla it wasnt normal . Maybe tia was right .Maybe it was not safe to be with Jayla . Jayla took a coke bottle and put it in sha . Sha cried Jayla said , "to stop! that she would never get out of this relationship!" she proceeded to grind , on sha until she came . She fell asleep . Sha was afraid . What did she get herself into . When sha had woke up . The sun was shining she turned over to see Jayla . Jayla had Sha in her arms . Jayla snores real bad . Sha tried to get up . Jayla damn near strangled her . They were tangled up in the bed . That's how she slept with sha . Sha felt it was a way to tie her in the bed .

She jolted awake , she said sha's name . When , she finally woke up . She kissed sha"s mouth again . This time her kisses tasted funny . She kissed her long and hard and her tongue went deep in her throat . Sha couldnt front any more . she was afraid but,Jayla was turning her on to something but she didnt know what . She didnt want breakfast . She just wanted to at least go for a walk . Jayla said , no! Jayla gave sha a new outfit . It was expensive , she said , that sha had work to do today
go over to Joe 's camp today he said he had a lot to show you .she said ," okay". Jayla told her when she was through come back sha went to see Joe now Joe is a very serious,intellectuall,intelligent,very articulate, educated man.he was mean but fair with who he sometimes targeted,she showed up to the spot . Joe was talking to a group of teens .He was giving them their work to do . He looked over and saw Shalove , now Joe had this strut he did when he was bout his bussiness . He looked like a pit bull dog with this strut , walking extra strong . Joe had his ways but Joe was a seriously fine ass chocolate blackskin man ! It was a shame that man looked so good ,gorgeous body he had a soft chisled pysique handsome rugged face it was smooth no face hair . Hair cut almost bald ,big hands and feet very well kinda dressed . Joe didnt dress like he was from the projects . He wore expensive clothes . just what really didn't fit in with the fpv style, but he was fine anyway the women were really feeling his blackskin .Shalove kinda guess She was checkin him out cause he was looking at her, while she was staring at him . His voice jolted her back to the present are you alright babygirl ?he asked with a little sly smile . She jumped and said yeah Im okay"he said good and chuckled a little bit .He said that these are the things I want to show you. He brought her to the middle hallway . He showed her some clothes and make up.He started to tell her , to wear this type of stuff from now on . For now you need to learn a lot your a lot older than most of the team , but they were taught earlier than you you need to meet some people . I know they are gonna teach you some stuff philosophies and ideas , your smart enough I think you could handle it he said to her he would see her later she said alright she started to head back to jayla's but was side tracked when she saw liguid he saw her .he ran over to hug her he was so happy to see sha he said your alive noone hurt you she wondered what did he mean.sha just hugged him back and said she was fine . He saw the clothes and makeup in her hands and asked what was that she said it was a gift from joe . liguid just stared at sha then he finally asked her if joe was nice she said yeah his cool., he noticed sha's face was a little swollen sha said she fell, all of a sudden sha heard jayla she told ligiud she had to go,and quickly tried to get back to jayla's apartment . She didnt realize that liguid followed her . when she got back to the building . she did a backwards glance and saw liguid in back of her . she didnt pay it any thought . she heard jayla and got to her apartment the gaurds were like 30 deep in there . .they packed the hall she went up the first three steps and went in jayla was yelling about where is shalove . she turned around and saw her and said to her come to me .she did she looked sha up and down like as if to see if she was okay . she asked if she was still hurting , sha said a little . she asked her why was liguid talking to you? she told her for some reason it got her mad . she didnt know why and she didnt really care she was hungry and thirsty . she showed her what Joe gave her and that he said that he'd see her tommorrow,sha wanted to take those clothes off she had cause they wasnt hers . They wernt comfortable Jayla also dressed differently from fpv . it took a while for her to dress in hip hop but she got the hang of it.Sha told her she was going to the pantry to get some grubb . Jayla said she'll go with her. Now this was a scene to see . When they got out side Jayla let Sha walk out ahead of her and she followed sha . her body gaurds were all around . she hit sha on the ass . sha was so embarassed . She was scared too Jayla told Sha to play like hide and seek . She told Sha to fake like she was hiding . It made her happy .She did it but , before she could hide in any spot . Jayla would jump in front of her and say you can't hid from me . Sha would try to get from in front of her and jayla would grab her and hold her in her arms and tell her forevea.they got to the pantry and it was so funny it was about 30 of them and they were all together they ordered their food and started back . All of a sudden , Madison and Lyrina and the rest of the ladies crew showed up and they were all over the body guards
Madison went right up to Jayla and Sha and asked what was sha doing with her.Sha was upset she just wanted to leave . Jayla strikes up such a conversation with this nasty slut.sha thought this would be a perfect time to get away from her . While they were talking . Sha told Jayla that she would meet at the apartment . Madison turned and looked at Sha up and down with a snarl like she was trying to say elk!Sha just wanted to crack her face with her fist , but she didnt want to have issues with Jayla .She just left . She pretened to go back to the apartment then cut behind a building . They couldnt see her . It didnt matter anyway Jayla was so into Madision . She didnt notice Sha going to the east end. She went across the path to her friends clubhouse . She saw as she was heading there on Williston . They were having a breakdance and rapping contest . Some , kids had the turntables out she went over Bougie and his people were not around .She never saw these kids before . They were from the bronx . Sha went over and introduced her self . They were a rapping breakdancing crew called One Make . They had two girls and about 8 or 9 guys. They had the colors of gray and white .They had on puma suits and puma sneakers. The girls were breaking on the card board , so sha asked them, to teach her it . They hung out all day. They taught her the windmill ,all types of moves.They even gave her ,a name.baby bop.She was about to go see her other friend . When there van pulled up. They ,said," they had to go back to the bronx ". One of them, handed Sha their phone numbers and addresses .Sha left and went to Bami's house.She was home. It was dark out, They sat up and talked all night. She didn"t tell her anything , about, Jayla .Her and bami were kinda cool .They sat drinking wine coolers on her porch .It was a clear night, bami was pueto rican but she told everyone "she was black". She didnt know, Why she told people this. A lot of spanish people did . Sha hung around ,So many spanish people they called her a darkskin puerto rican .Well, Bami's family were having a salsa party on East Main Street .She asked Sha to come with her, now this was an honor ' cause, Spanish people didn't really get, along with too many black people, let alone have them at there parties. Sha said ,"of course she will come". They walked over, the path to, This place over by ,the college on Barnum Avenue. They got there ,it was 9pm, That party was in full swing, you can say what you want about spanish people , but they are hard workers, but they are even harder partiers .That music salsa ,would start ,and they ,would be shaking and movin. They be getting, the party started even, Bami's wella, would be dancing . She was old.Sha danced with Bami's uncle. They taught, her the merangue, and it looked like, the hustle. They were dancing so hard. They were, sweating, and turning, red ,and the liqour, boy! the liquer. Sha was so drunk and tore up! by ,the end of the night. Bami and her sister and cousins had to practically carry Sha back home . They took her to her sister's . Sha came into niecey's apartment tore up. Her brother helped her get in the bed . Sha woke up in the middle of the night and vomited . She got to the toliet on time . She fell back to sleep , hugging the toliet bowl.They awoke in , the morning to the sound of shooting. and banging at the door . It was Bougie and Wendell . Her brother hurried up and let them in . They locked the door .Back then , when there were shootouts .If you didnt have your door locked.the people that were shooting or running from the cops, would run in your house.they might even ,hold you hostage if they got in . Bougie saw Sha and asked her where in the hell where you last night?Jayla is on a rampage ! Sha looked at him in disbelief . She is trying to find you ! please go to her ! The shootout was with Jayla and the other camp . She thought Sha was missing .After it was over , Sha got showered and dressed fast and went to Jayla's camp . When those gaurds saw Sha they were relieved . She could hear Jayla in the apartment throwing things and yelling . Sha didnt want to go in . One of her guards picked her up and thrust , through the door , like it was a matter of survival , for him to get her in there . Jayla was yelling , at the top of her lungs . When she saw Sha dangling in this guards arms . She looked , at the chaotic , look on his face and sha's defient look . He put her down . Jayla looked at Sha , real sweetly , like checking to see if Sha looked any different.Sha guessed , she looked , okay . Jayla went to her and hugged her . When Sha tried, to kiss her. She turned away. Madison cames bustin through the front door . She looked to see Sha being rejected by Jayla .she gave a sly smile. Madison stank . Sha couldnt stand her.Jayla looked over at Madison with such adornment . Sha felt invisible . Those bitches were trying their best to dogg Sha . She knew within her heart . That Jayla didnt and could never love her . Madison already told her, she just wanted to use her . She got what she wanted . Sha was just another tool for that bitch! She used her name , to lie about , to try to help the people, she really loved . She knew she was the outsider . She didnt care . She just wanted to have real love and Jayla wasnt it .Madison walked , in actually asking Sha where was she?Sha just rolled her eyes and turned to Jayla . Jayla was staring at Madison like she was a piece of meat . Sha asked Jayla , "if it was okay to go" . She didnt answer just kept looking at Madison . Sha left , her love was a liar . As , she headed over to joe .She saw her friend . Daddy pop .He was an Italian stud. He was about 28 years old .About , Joe's age. he was out there visting Lyrina .Lyrina was his favorite girl .You see Daddy Pop loved the black women !Even though he was white .he used to always say ,"I like Bigg Butts I can not lie .And even though Sha hated her .She was very pretty .On this day though there was a problem . His girl showed up .Sha couldnt say nothing at the time ,But it was her big sister ,she was a part of the same government program . It was just she was in another area .so, noone knew who she was .She was a trained wrecker like Sha .But she was older than Sha .Sha had to stay quiet .She went up to Lyrina and daddy pop. Daddy POp screamed !Super crapzolia ! Its da wifey!he starts pushing Lyrina's hands off him.She sucked her teeth at sha's sister . Sha stayed very quiet!Daddy Pop paniked !holy jazicle! honey I didnt do anything! YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING TO THAT BITCH! Lyrina yells .Everyone in the courtyard gets reall quiet !they were all amazed that Lyrina might fight and get a little street credit .She starts in at that mouth of hers! o I will beat you down! HOLD UP! YOU THINK IM SOME SILLY WHITE GIRL ?DON'T YOU? Sha's big sister said .they started agruing . Lyrina threw a left hook .as if everything went into slow motion . her hand as if in slo mo went to hit ,sha's bigg sister . it missed .it didnt land ,all of a sudden ,sha's sister comes with a right hook .as if in slow motion everyone is focused on the two .it lande right in Lyrina's jaw .everybody jumped then cringed and said damn!.she knocked Lyrina out cold !Daddy pop said holy moly ! she got knocked out !ooh baby Ill never cheat again !as they both walked away out of the village . she headed down to Joe . He was there . He was talking to some guys and when he saw Sha he asked her to come over .she did . They all sat and talked Joe was talking about plans for the groups , they had forming . He said ," that if they stay unified and together things should run smoothly". Joe started teaching . He was telling them about philosphys , that would run a wave to the future . They would always refer to the future , as a dfferent time zone . They thought , by time the millinum came, people would be in spaceships and the world would have evoled and so would humans . We would have certain philosophys and thinking . They thought everything would be so hi tech . Everyone thought that people would find the key to immortality and that we should be prepared . Joe wanted them to create timecapsules . so that they would know, where they come from , and where they needed to be .
The guys he was talking too , didnt feel Joe on his ideas . They were just yes men . . .They created the time capules , but broke into them early, making their missions a failure . Sha was digging what Joe said ," cause to her he was a visionary by wanted to create something not just for the spur of the moment but everlasting ideas" . Sha loved to learn , so she listened to every thing , he said . She even went and got a note book , just so, She could take notes. He taught them some principals about ideaolgy and said ," that he knew some college professors that could come by here and teach you guys some things of that nature". Sha was so up for it .So Joe told them that that was it for today . The guys left he told Sha to wait . She asked him," what is it". He said," that he knows this guy who could teach her some of the stuff about black unity love and peace and properity for our people. He told her to follow him". She went . They went down to the park and waited a bit . These guys showed up . They were black panthers . They had on there black clothes and maroon berets . They were a faction of panthers . They were in the park teaching to whoever would listen . Sha loved what these fine ass black men , were saying, there were teaching about the power of the black man as the first man and the omnipower of the black woman as being the doors of life . how they had to fortiy there land and there country how every thing begins at black . Shalove was in love with these teachings. She would show up every week with note pad and pen .she sternly believed in what they taught for the evoling of the black woman
.But soul teacher said , all the right things things that Sha longed to see the black man , as it never appeared for her . It was a lie.She recieved that teaching for nothing.Sha loved to think that the black man would soon someday rise as the superior man that God created him to be .It didnt happen in sha'a time .
One day she went down to the camp .she saw lil Clint East Wood .They called him that cause he was the founder of a white right wing superemist group . They were really about white pride and power! they were intellectual racists .One of their beliefs was that if you couldnt get rid of all the non whites in America , you probaly can teach them how to be .He hated anything that would come inbetween them and their beliefs . They couldnt stand Madison and Lyrina and their people.They were recent imirgrants . He didnt like foriegn people .He thought that Blacks and latinos that they already had were enough . So, he decided that he would team up with the black and Latinos Americans to stop so many foriegners , from invading the Great and wonderful land that he loved went to "nam for ""the great almighty America" .He felt that him and his group were the protecters of this great land .He walked with a John Wayne swagger .Talked with a Ronald Reagan drawl.He was one of the few white people to walk in F.P.V . and not get jumped , but even if he did .He had yung bucks coming up . They trained to fight .They had wrecker crews in their groups . They could fight really good .That's the only reason why they got some respect , cause they got street credit as good streetfighters .He used to talk to sha about his ideaologies all the time . He liked Sha cause she would listen to his ideas .He used to tell her about his vision for the great land that he loved . that all americans would be at peace .If they just put everything in order of race hierarchy . He was upset today ,Lyrina walked up to him and spoke to him . She asked him why were you talking to that little girl Sha ? he shrieked and yelled !elllkkk! you insect!how dare you talk to me .your not an American!your in significant to me!he starts screaming!eeeekk!he pulls out a fly sqautter! and starts whiping it around all the while screeching and saying eeeek ! eeek! its coming near me !he's using the squatter like a weapon now! and then he ups and squatts Lyrina in her face .Then in her head then he just went bonkers and started to hit her everywhere with the sqautter .She starts hollering and ran away .it was a real scene .Sha just walked away laughing!

She would go to see Joe he was really was into the music now he wanted to get into the rap scene he met the group black man and thought he could use them. They teamed up .They didnt want to talk to Sha anymore . Sha continued to help the little brothers , cause she thought that Joe would eventually pay her . The little ones were always working with the police . The cops would come down to f pv and would want to teach them self defense . Also, ways to recruit other children to their commuinity project . These were the ones soul teacher had under his wing . He wanted them to get in good with them.cause they could hook them up . Sha was only there to write for them . She wasnt one of them . She just wanted to get her money. So she did jobs for them . This job was to write down the minutes of their meetings and stuff . They did this time . The four boys were called to the buildings by the officers . When , they got there, Sha had to go there , too , just to write everything in there book . When , they went to leave . There was a lot of officers in uniforms, some with masks. All , in the hallway . They came out the apartment , but for some reason the four boys , kinda raced down the stairs , leaving Sha behind . Then one of the officers called Sha back . She forgot her book . The officer , said ,"for her to be careful we dont want you to get hurt" .

sha left out to catch up to the others as she got to the first step the others darted out the front door as the last one got out he turned and looked att sha then all of a sudden the officers closed around the doorway it was so many of them it was at least fifty they were on the stairs and blocking sha's way out sh didnt know what was wrong one of the officers came to the front and came right to sha's face and told her that she was nothing but a little punk and that she should fear him cause he was god to a pathetic project black bastrad baby like her! he told her to run he was gonna beat her up! sha didnt understand these were police why would they want to hurt her the other four ran away sha told him no she was innocent she didnt do anything to run from him .he yelled again! and was hitting his baton in his hand the officers started laughing sha stood her ground she didnt do nothing to run from an officer the crowd got closer to sha they were jeering the officer struck sha she stood up he hit her again he punched her face she wondered why this was happening he knew that sha was a jr officer she was in training they were gonna send her to police academy if she could get her grades together another hit this time sha felt liquid coming down the side of her face she didnt know why they were angry at her she passed out she came to they was yelling and laughing she woke up to a white officer on top of her he called her a little black dummy . sha was 12 their was so many officers they were laughing and jeering at sha the officer was molesting her they took her pants down he didnt go all the why sha was crying and screaming he was to big for her to shove off another officer held her shoulders he smacked her and said be quiet his breath smelled like beer he had on a sweet smelling cologne and his nose was big he he kept squshing it into sha's face she heard some commtion in the background like arguing

All of a sudden she saw one of the latin brothers bust through he grabbed the officer and yanked him off sha she passed out she was awoken by the latino brothers shaking her they were saying are you alright ?one of the bigger brothers scooped sha into his arms sha passed out .

when she awoke she was in one of red velvet's apartments velvet was putting a sponge in cool water wipping sha's face and body they covered her face she had a gash the officer hit her with something . she heard weeping over by the corner it was tibbs and his cousin he came when he heard what went on tibbs lived in new york he was always close by sha .they told sha that bigg brother almighty royal king was arrested after you pased out they said to her he tried to get you over to the apartment and to call the cops .

They stopped him and they had a fight king had to protect himself the officers pulled out so the kings pulled out and the cop got shot he died and king was accused . The other cops left but some stayed they are covering this up!sha started to cry for their big brother king .

Sha fell to sleep wondering what on earth , was happening ! she slept for two days. When she awoke scuttle was there . He was one of velvet's flunkies . He was gay , and in the closet . He was 16 years old . She woke up to him over her face , breathing heavy. She , shoved him away, he said "easy I"m not gonna hurt you", He wanted to see if , she felt better . She laid there. There was , a throbbing pain in the left side . Her face , was still a little swollen . She was hoping to see her tibbs , but Scuttle told her , he went back home . She asked about big brother king . He was arrainged , this morning . He has , to go , to trail for murder . Sha wanted to go help him but scuttle told her about the cover up some really high people were backing those officers there's no way to help him he told her she needed to stay out of it sha got quiet she said to herself that she would try to help as soon as she got out of velvet's house .she fell back to sleep.she woke up in the midnight it was dark no one was there she felt strong enough to leave but she was hungry she went to the frige it was empty she heard the door open it was jayla she saw sha ran to her pulled her into her arms and hugged her and kissed her oooh my babygirl Im glad your okay she hugged her again she asked sha if she was hungry sha said yess jayla asked one of the guys to pick up some food from the pantry she called them and ordered sha's favorite chilli cheese fries with extra chiili and cheese.she asked sha was she sure she was okay when she heard about it she wondered what they would oh um er did to you sha was wondering what did she mean by would did she know that this was gonna happen.jayla asked sha if she was still her good clean girl sha said what do you mean?they were back in the room and sitting on the bed . she pulled at sha pants she told sha to take them off she got them legs opened wide she looked at sha's vagina she fingered her and inspected her like she was a her gyno . Sha just wanted her to leave there was a
knock at , the door.
sha stayed in the room while jayla got the food she made . Sha lay there she had oral sex on sha . She kissed her again.sha got dressed her and Jayla spent the night together , they talked mostly . Sha at her food and by 5am they both fell asleep .They both woke up to velvet's music blaring it was noon . Sha wanted to go home, velvet already told , sha 's mom about what happened sha's mom was worried but she trusted velvet to keep her daughter safe and there she was playing the concerned second mommy role to the daughter she never had when she did anything and thier was an audience and lights you would think this chick was straight out of Hollywood . boy ! she worked on sha's mom something serious.sha's mom thought nobody would touch her daughter ever again.the girls got ready to go as they left velvet told sha to come back tonight she wanted to give her something for some reason jayla got real angry . she put one arm over sha's shoulder and then to her waist velvet jeered at Jayla they left . Sha went home minnie wasn ' t there .she took a shower,washed her hair ,and pressed it and curled it ,got dressed and went outside to look for joe while outside everyone was staring at her her swelling in the face went down you cuold just barely notice it .they would turn and look in disbelif.she got over to joe and his camp he was in a complete rage he was calling and finding and seaching for those officers like a bandshe he saw sha and said dont worry ill get them for this! she left she went to go see the superintendent of police he looked up at sha horrified when she walked in the office he stood up and asked are you okay? sha told him what happed he was in total disbelief he said he would try to help and that's when a whilwind of investagtions and blaming and lies it was awful the mayor ,local pricipalities ,cops.anyone that held in office there was coruption scandals,cover ups ,police brutality cases cops scandalizing the court system the court house was a sin haven for no goodere.it was as if a bomb lew up and all this dirt and garbage was exposed,bridgeport was the only city blown off the map with so many corupted officals and most of them got away with what they did. it was 2 months before sha showed up back at the camps again the officers were in jail now.she came back to work on her project to finish her training and creating her missions . When she grew , up and went to college . She would have more stuff to do . It was a creation of a new type of law enforcement . She created a plan . She used , all types of things . She had a religion created for things , she believed in, . She believed in the faith of evolution , of the mentality of man that could lead them into living forever . She believed in the serinety of colors . The healing of the earth ,and the spritual essence of the sky .the eqaulity of all folks, the spritual replacing of the man as head of the woman and spritaul protecter and her guide and for the spiritaul revival of the black man . Sha had a fairytale vision to have known soon enough how her own black people turned on her . How she was left , unprotected unloved and hurt , hurting for her love of the black man and her black people . How they just simply sold out,for money and told to act a fool she continued to work on her philosphies,doctrines,ideas,her planning , her projected outcomes sha 's organizatoin couldnt start yet she had to go to college and get a degree sha would be able to recieve a grant for it .she concentrated on her work she had no crew or people cause it was madision that was in charge sha had to wait 20 years.so she concentated on her work she reported all her work to joe.he was supose to gaurd her assignments.jayla's organization died out early giving madison the chance to start .but jayla lied about it and said sha 's organization was really hers sha had so many enemys from the political and law enforcment that she was locked out over it they stole her company her ideas,her rights,so now sha is independent of this group.joe sold her ideas out at that time having ideas could get you money from foundations people were creating their own sha paid into some of the groups they have never paid her her money back so she lost out sha decided to try to recreate they didnt know what to do with her ideas anyway,they screwed them up and plans and ideas that they had messed up so much they then claimed that those was sha's ideas they lied on her badly and tried to make her look like she was crazy!sha knew that it was the spritual wickedness in high places.sha was sexually assuated by a group she thought she was a part of.they did have this program for teens it was sorta like teaching a select few to teach them about the law enforcement field,sha was amazed at the meetings she was able to see they had a secret society like masons but this was law enforcement and politicans some civic leaders anyone with power could join they wanted
project children to join as a good will type deal.they meet senators politicians and all types of powerful people they were called the commission.sha was sworn into it this was way before Jayla and joe and even her almighty sha was 7 when she won for a letter she wrote to the president .ever since then she was always in contact with this group and contessa .she was like her mother hen in this program she was to make sure when sha got old enough she would go into the police programs to get training some thing went very wrong!contessa found out about sha's attack.she was angry cause she knew this would get back to the commission and she could lose her standing for something happening to sha .she betrayed sha .she had sha beaten for 6 months by joe and jayla,and madison crew you see Lyrina was contessa's niece and she wanted to give her shalove's life her position and her futre tittles cause with this group you could get help if you wanted a job or carreer they would pull strings to get you that job or predict jobs for their people they were becoming an establishment and contessa wanted to steal sha's confirmation of establishment.so she ordered all of them to beat sha sha was too afraid to go to her mom they threatend her also they threatend to kill sha and her family sha was terriozed and group raped several times ,everyone turned on her and lied to everyone they told everyone s
ha was crazy and a drug dealer . sha didnt believe in drugs or criminal activity she swore to it .even though there are units of officers that do that that's their job not sha's she was a keeper of peace a different kind of officers.she guessed they didnt like that .she tried to keep her self focused but contessa was their for months ordering sha to work for her .she did
she founded though her rights a lot of groups they were to pay sha but contessa and them conspired againist sha sha put some of her money to help them start they laughed at her she knew Contessa set her up, they were crazy .they told sha her idealology was lame and gangs were the way to go. Sha expressed to them that gangs were a thing of the past no one was involed in that stuff , it was pas'e that black love and humanity was the way to be . They jumped her and told her to get out of their organization.sha had her own recording music company it was a gift contessa lied and paid the people to give her ownership sha had already had records and artists performing on several songs she lied and took it and her record deals everthing sha had was stolen contessa made the guys beat sha and all the people that saw , would break there neck with laughter . Her hood brothers were gone and the ones that showed up thought sha was with these people . 'cause Contessa was an intelligence officer . She was trained to hypnotize , So she could program her people , who were not as high , as her in authority. Sha never knew , what she was doing to her . She did all types of stuff . She would program Sha to act crazy when other people who could help sha were around she did this programming not just to sha but just about everyone that was in these training camps they were all gonna work in law enforcement or close to it.She corrupted a lot of people especially the junior teams . They were mostly teens and they had a unit that was teaching children from birth.about special operations programs . She programed a lot of people . She concentrated on the projects cause it had such a large group of people , potential guinea pigs . Those , people were stupid , cause she lured them in with money . The promise of power, and happiness , if they would join her , and they did . Stupid people!They shoulda just left . Sha got beat up a lot cause of those people.They asked sha to help them and she did . Contessa beat her like a slave and those same people turned around and laughed at Sha . You see Contessa had no rights to hit Sha . She was an officer . Contessa had her own little slave camp! Everyone ! was afraid to tell or they were just tryng to get money . One day contessa beat sha up in the apartment she had.she got undressed and proceeded to rape sha contessa was a guy dressed like a woman,sha was astounded and shocked he started to laugh at her face she was making it was disgusting that woman looked like an ape sha hated her or it .whatever it was .she /he smelled bad too.bad body odor real smelly.it smelled like throw up and ciggarettes. it said it was her perfume ellk!she was a real whacko retarded in every way she was not just acting she was from a mental ward and the police never checked her out right the police and law enforcement depts back then were really fucked up ! to this day this mental patient and her people have very powerful jobs working in law enforcement,civic jobs . I mean a bunch of crazies! They are spread out all over the world . She was so crazy ! She started arresting her own people! They do investigations into stuff they started and then arrest other people . They might be corrupted but they might not. Sha found out about so many of her operations cause she used sha as her work horse the people she loved were lazy.They did nothing they were crazy! One day that patheic little it ordered Sha to do some paper work she needed Sha to sign some thing Shalove didnt sign it , but burnrd the papers and threw them away Contessa never asked Sha if she mailed this information but just assumed she did sha hated that smelly man bitch!.one of her friends came by the camp it was bami it had been 3 months since they had seen each other ! Bami came to see if sha was doing well.Shalove was ashamed to see her friend . Bami asked Shalove if she was okay.Sha lied to her friend she told her she was okay that everything was well.Shalove told her that to protect her friend she knew that if sha said anything about what was going on they would come after her too.Bami told Shalove she had a message for her from Tibbs she said he said that he needed her help on an idea to work with the kids from new york he said he needed help teaching Them some moves Shalove said of course she would help her tibbs.Bami gave Shalove Tibbs number and address and the times to call him Tibbs was still in New York.He was doing so well with the dancing crews Sha would be so happy for him the dancing crews just started showing up on the rap videos and the rock steady crew had a new video.Sha loved that video. Bami and Sha went to the basketball courts and sat down and talked ,the sun was setting and the sky was orange and red it was very pretty.Bami was telling sha about her application for modeling school.there was a school in norwalk.she also wanted to work in cosmtolgy she did in fact Bami works in hollywood she has a lot of stars as her cleints . She has had her beauty shop on magzine covers in one of the latst vibe magazine . (They also did a small colmn about her sucess) . Sha wanted to cry on her friends shoulder.and tell her what she was going though but couldnt she stayed quiet Sha offered to walk her friend half way home she said sure the two young friends started their trekk throgh the park past the lake ,and to the path towards the eastend .the breeze was delightful it started to rain a light rain a little bit.
Her friend gave her a hugg goodbye and a peck on the check.Sha told Bami she was fine to reassure her .she said okay.sha stood for a few seconds watching for her friend .Then all of a sudden,Charles comes running down the path him and Bougie they were running really fast and hard . All of a sudden Sha see's Joe's cop freinds chasing them . They flew past Shalove and ran straight to the village. Joe Joker was on his motercycle veering down on them Bougie ran towards bldg one and charles ran for the drive they split up the two cops chased charles and joe chased Bougie.shalove and every body elese went and ran to see what was happening. Charles dissappeared and their was cop cars blaring their alarms .driving franticly tring to find them both . Joe jumps off his bike running like his some sort of dog ,then all of sudden he starts barking.and the other cops start barking..it was soo weird Joe was acting up like crazy!within minutes the whole project was swarming with cops everywhere but they were not ordinary cops.
Shalove was so worried about them what had happened what on earth had they done?Shalove knew it was a setup and she knew who was behind it .All of a sudden Jayla appears .sha looked over at her . Lyrina was right with her she gave sha the most heart wrenching smug .that sha knew that lying ass was still hurting her by bothering her friends . They didnt find them that night. Joe was struting around like a peacock,he was talking smack about the kids in fpv that all the little bastard babies were gonna bow down to him.He was surprised to see Shalove standing there Sha was hurting inside..was this the destrution of black love unity and power? a black man with a badge?black people that were blessed with a little more an education a good job ,or carreer with a little authoroty a negro with a status higher than lower middle class?the ever so favorite house nigger?it was appaling the injustice to the civil rights movement this would be the douser of the flame.
sha couldnt take no more she had to get home.whilse on her way there she saw who she thought was Alpha . It couldnt be he walked like Alpha , his head was shaped like his .When Sha started to go to him he darted away so she guessed that wasn't him . She went home and to bed. The next day Shalove was beckoned again by Contessa the drag king.Sha had to go to her cause she threatened to kill Sha's family and friends if she do what she said her stinking niece Lyrina was there.

Shalove could swear that Lyrina smelled like funky sneakers . Those two together with that funk that always stayed on their nasty digusting asses was uptroucheuos! Sha had to sit and just listen to the he she rant that he she!Sha hated these fisheads. She only loved Jayla and look what happened! Jayla was an ass from the begining.she was the only one that sha felt betrayed by ! Contessa wanted to know about Bami Shalove told her nothing said that that was her friend and no she doesn't know about them Contessa smiled and Lyrina giggled Contessa told shalove that Lyrina wanted some time to teach her some new things so she left sha and Lyrina in the apartment alone together ,that nasty stinking girl made a play for her . She told Shalove she would have to or she would get her in trouble sha punched that ugly girl in the face they started fighting Contessa broke them up and started laughing and said I told you my girlfriend don't want you and then and there that bastard kissed Sha . Sha hated these people .All she wanted to do was leave. Sha pushed that ugly it off of her .she hit her in the face and told sha to go outside and down stars into the court yard when she got outside she told a group of guys to jump her Sha was so used to getting jumped . she made it a damn sport! she deteremined that if those punk bastards were gonna jump a little girl like her .she outta were them out by withstanding the beatings and not sellout.The proceeded to beat her up these guys were jealous of sha any way cause she was a canidate for the police academy and they were not considered by the commitee.so Shalove had a lot of enemies.It was about 11 boys all were bigger and taller than Sha .They were really made cause Shalove got some training in police work and they didnt they were also mad cause Shalove beat up their friend and cousin he was 26 and one day he tried to force shalove to have sex with him.well Jayla taught Sha how to defend herself from anyone Shalove was only 12 and shalove was a very skinny,scrawney type built girl and sha was only 5"2 this guy was about 5"5,5"6,husky had big hands but he was a coward this guy would run from fighting anybody that was his age and size.but he was trying to bully shalove.she told him no!and to let go of her he put on a sadistic smile and said who was gonna stop him.sha went right into wreck mode she jabbed asswad in the belly ran to his back gave two hard jabbs therewent around the front of him and co clocked him in the face.he started to cry he said to his friends that were watching that little girl hurt me sha couldnt believe he was that much of a sissy!but ever since then they wanted to get sha.
jayquan was thier leader.he was a complete asshole,he was in the closet he was very handsome dark dark mahogany skintone.all the girls wanted to talk to him. but he didnt like girls he kept it a secrect as all his buddies did.They would con girls into dating them .Then turn on them .they would abuse them and do all types of things to them .they didnt like women . all they wanted were other guys .all of them jumped shalove real bad. contessa and Lyrina were laughing .after it was over shalove got up to leave.she quitely sneaked into the house washed up and got redressed grabbed her notbook she went outside that's when she saw tia she said to shalove if she needed her help . Sha broke down and told her friend what was going on.tia told her it was because of her friendship to Jayla this was happening.she said tha it was her behind Shalove getting into all of the trouble shalove explaned to her friend about how could she get out of this .these are police.and poloticians.what could she do?she told her of the threats and the rapes she didnt know what to say or do ..tia told her friend she will help her .all of a sudden,gunfire erupts.it was an uzi it was lady velvet and her husband asswipe.they were shooting it in the air now they all were cops .and some how they had access to millarty weapons and guns it seemed like nobody cared about the projects or its people.these cops were running rampant doing whatever they wanted.all of a sudden,lady velvet starts yelling who hurt her baby?wheres her baby?tia looked at sha sha looked at her and they both ran to a hallway.velvet was crazy!she was a early stage crack fiend . how did they ever get jobs working on the police force?sha told tia she will find a way out .just that she should stayout of it so she could be safe velvet and her group left.sha started to leave and go to the east end.she wondered about Bougie and charles were they okay.she got to Bunnell st.and to the abandoned house there.it was about 3Pm in the afternoon on a saturday,she sat down and started to pray in the way that she worrsshiped she had come up with a religous philosophy of her own,and even still today it is new and creative noone knows this religous concept and ideaology but her it is hers alone but after she worsshiped and prayed she gave thanks to the most high.she began to write more of her philosophys and ideas,and as she was writing she thought she heard a noise ,but she dimissed it . She felt like this abandoed house was an oasis she decided to stay for a few days you know just hide out she knew that nobody on bunell would tell where she was .scholl was on spring break this week coming up so she decided she would stay.there were blankets and she had money to buy food and the guys were always nice to her ther were beds there and she cold use the bootleg electrity. she went out side to talk to the peps on bunell she said that she would be crashing at the old house and they said it was cool . She didnt want to talk about what happened with Charles and Bougie it was too depressing but she asked them not to tell anyone were she was.all the people in Bougie's people were staying there too sha hung outside till night she went back to the house were a group of kids were sitting around playing cards.they were playing crazy 8's.they said hi sha said hi back she wanted to go to sleep she went upstairs to a bed room.she grabed some blankets made the bad and got under the covers.she started to fall asleep when all of a sudden ,the door opened and quikly closed she looked up at the candlelit room it was Alpa!Alpha! she was so shocked and amazed and happy and excited she jumped up and jumped on him she squeezed him and started to yell he sushed her up . He was smiling too she kissed his face allover he said for her to calm down.he hugged her.it was so good seeing him again she started telling him how horriable the association treated her.she told him about the rapes and the fake groups they had.she told him how horriable it was about Almighty and Bougie and tibbs leaving it was just tragic about what the police did in fpv.he said he knew somthing bad was going down with this new set of police officers squad.They were a new unit made up of young black cops and latino but something was wrong with them . They were a part of larina and Contessa 's group and joe worked for them . They were part of a society of officers and politictians . that had beliefs associated with a cult . the fact that they were cops only made their influnce more intimidating .they were ruthless they committed crimes in the name of their belief . they even killed in the name of this belief. they believed in themselves as God .Joe never seemed liked that . He seemed more like above that the way he acted and talked. Joe believed in unity and evolution as long as it didnt interefere with what he wanted .it seemed he liked those cops because they were young. he always would say the best thing to be around are young thirsty pups . they are always willing to take risks for their water . Alpha proceeded to tell shalove of a way to get away from these officers .they had very powerful connections in the state of conncticut.

All of a sudden , there was a commotion down stairs sha told Alpa to hide she went to the stairs . It was Jayla she was asking for help.She was saying ," she needed to find shalove" . The boys were protecting sha and their club house from Jayla . She had no rights there.sha stayed quiet she went back to the room.she told alpha what was going on .they waited for jayla to leave,she left .
shalove's best friend in the world came bustin through the door all of a sudden.it was edison.He was laughing at jayla saying that she got what she deserved sha didnt know what was going on.but he ran up to shalove and lifted her up with a hugg and a kiss.She was nuts about Edison he was so sweet to her . They all three sat around and talked .Edison didnt know Alpa , So sha introduced him as Rashad.they talked and then one of them pulled out some cards .Shalove loved card games.They sat up till midnight .Then Alpa left then Edison. After, they were gone . The house was quiet.The other guys went out to get food . Shalove noticed that she was hungr. The guys had aready left .She went to the stairs. She heard a noise .All of a sudden,someone walked out of the dark shadows . It was Jayla . She found her again. The guys were gone. Everybody left .Shalove just looked at Jayla . She was crying. Shalove was concerned , because they were friends and lovers . Despite what Jayla did , Sha still had feelings for her , maybe she could change.She was snifling her clothes were torn and on closer look . Jayla looked like she had a fight .Her face was a little swollen.Shalove asked her what happened! she said," she got jumped by contessa 's group".(sha knew that jayla was telling some sort of lie)and sha would find out later.Jayla went back to reach for something , a bag . She had already gone to the pantry and ordered dinner , for the two of them . She told Sha that she was looking for her all night.She said ,"contessa flew into a rage and thought some one kiddnaped you" .She said ," I tried to calm her down but she ordered the guards to jump me".Where were you , Shalove? I thought you still loved me? Sha told Jayla," what are you talking about , for the past 6 months . I've been getting ass kickings , over lies and you never stepped in once ". With that , Shalove took the bag of food and dug in . Sha was very hungry. She started to eat . Jayla was balling now! She was hurt and angry. Sha told her to go upstairs to the room .They laid out the food on the mattress, that was on the floor.Jayla asked Shalove if she would change would shalove come back to her . Sha knew Jayla was up to something . She didnt know what , but Sha knew she would be the one getting hurt. Sha just broke down , in front of her and said , to her ," why! why! did this turn out this way .We did we used to love each other !or was it just me ?!!.We loved each other and now just to get paid your my enemy!!whatever your trying to do bitch go ahead! cause it seemed to me like your all into those people . I must have never meant nothing to you!why are you here! she said," Shalove I love you , but things are complicated . You too soft for me .So , Sha love said why are you here ? Jayla replied,"cause I need you .You believe in things , that I want to be true but are really not . I see you trying hard to be un corruppted but your pretty enough for this life". Shalove was so flattered , by what Jayla was saying , she fell into her sighing . She asked Jayla to hold her . She hugged Sha closely and lovingly . She kissed her soft ,gentle kissess,telling her, that they could get through this.Have you ever thought to yourself as knowing that a person that you were destined to be with was your natural enemy?Well that's what Shalove felt that this person , that she felt like was her perfect soulmate . The one who could open her up like she was a budding flower .Who could hold her just , right . Almost as if they were two missing puzzle pieces that when brought together . They are the complete project were it seemed that the skys looked and noticed their love .She was sugar's creme and she was crem's chocolate.wow! if this was a match made in the stars , are they fallen?if it was written across the moon was it erased?If it were wrapped around the sun , did it melt? ohh if it were true! The catalyst for her pain ! ,striking again. Shalove kissed Jayla .Jayla was Sha's fall.Jayla passionately kissed sha it was different this time with Jayla it was usally a rough kiss , but not this night .She was really gentle to Sha. After , Sha had told her , she really wished they could love one another. Why would it be wrong! Why had they had grown apart?Why couldnt they be written in the stars?Jayla was astonished at what Shalove was saying ,





She said to her sha your only 12 I'm 16 I'll be going to college soon .what will you do then sha love was okay about it it just would have helped if jayla would just say she didnt love her she just wanted sex.sha went back to eating her food.jayla was upset she said to sha if she could crash here she told sha about hopw she gave those guys money so she could be with shalove shalove said she didnt care finished her food and claened off the bed they both got under the covers.sha blew the candle out jayla wrapped her arms around shalove she said that she loved her .sha knew she was lying jayla talked to sha until they fell asleep even though she knew jayla was lying she still wanted her love .she knew she would never recieve it .jayla and shalove woke up to a big commotion.it was down in the kitchen area sha told jayla to hideshe ran to the closet.sha got down starslady velvet was in bee's clubhouse was she nuts ? she looked over to sha and said what was she doing here?and did she know where jayla was sha said no and to mind her bussiness!she called sha a little hoe !and left the guys said that she could stay as long as she wanted .sha left to go upstars and told jayla she was okay she went to tell her that she was going to her sister's house to take a shower and get clothes jayla told her she had a spot on the eastend that she could go to she had clothes for sha their nobody knows where it was so they went .they got to the house it was pretty nice sha went to take a shower,she got in then jayla got in with her they washed each other and they lovingly played together.they got very soapy and wet and teasingly kissed they washed and got out dried off then headed to the room they made love . Why were they written in the stars!.she had electricty in the house and everything was legite jayla for the first time ever cooked for shalove .she made breakfast .to sha it was the most amazing and most delicous meal she ever had sha must have been in love cause she lost it after that jayla was so smooth .she made pancakes ,sausage eggs with cheese, fish cakes coffee juice bacon it was a real spread she made thier plates and they sat in the living on the carpeted floor she cut the t.v on geraldo was on and that was shalove favorite show . Sha loved to read and watch news show and magazines.Jayla , knew it. Jayla knew shalove too much, to the point, That sha thought , it was kinda creepy! The two lovers sat and enjoyed breakfast and each other. It was noon time and the two friends were just hanging out . Then all of a sudden, a big bang at the door and Lyrina comes busting in. "What are you doing here ," "Sha ?Contessa needs you".Why are you ,with my husband? She , was looking at shalove , with that sardonic smile . That was it ! Jayla lost it ! That look came across her face again .She looked like a wild animal.you see jayla had a way about her and its just certain things you can and can't do in her presense you see layrina didnt have permission to be at this house for some reason !all of a sudden jayla came with a left hook knocked layrina to the floor.she waited for her to get up,she did layrina was better to have stayed on the floor .jayla wrecked her ! She beat her , so bad , That , blood came out her mouth. She,was so angry . She started , to scare shalove , but , Sha knew not to get in between them or it would be sha's whipping . So , Sha moved out the way , to the nearest corner of the house , and stayed quiet . It was a bloody mess ! There was kicking , screaming , hair pulling . Sha couldn't wait , for it to be over ! She finally picked layrina up and threw her out the door . Slamed her door and locked it .after it was over sha looked at jayla and asked her if it was true were they married she was angry but she said no!she was lying! she told sha about how hurt she was when she lost her and that those girls were her friends when she didnt have any.Shalove talked to her la about getting free from these groups and if she really loved her she would want to help.To shaloves surprise Jayla said she would. the two best friends talked of a game plan together .she took sha's hand and asked sha do you love me?sha replied I think we are writtin in the stars together . She said " I think so too" . Sha said, to Jayla , " I love you , too" . They kissed .The week was going by so slow Shalove and Jayla were together all week . Sha , stayed at jayla's house . She would , call niecy to let her know , where she was .Niecy ,would tell her mom , she was okay . Telling ,Niecy about her , advetures were cool . She never , asked too many questions. Just as long , as Sha was okay . She guessed her sister,would be cool but just only if she knew what sha was doing o boy!!!jayla w2as taking sha everywhere in her car they went scenic watching in the valley in ansona they went to maritime center,they would go to the movies,they had picnics and went shopping the week it was wonderful!it was just them.even better news contessa and Lyrina moved back to D.C so shalove was free from them they were gone .but madison and the others were stil their the committe was their still also waiting to get shalove too,jayla would hopefully be her way out of this she hoped so desperately.she needed jayla cause she became so weak she needed her strenght.she neede her backbone .the more shalove was with her the weaker shalove got it was as if jayla had this strong hold on her.that saturday sha returned home back home minnie went start nutz bonkers on shalove !she started hiting her and cussing and fighting sha just took the asswhupin like a man until her mom calm down.she told sha she needed to move sha was only 12 going on 13 she had talked to niecy . so ,sha left her mom's house.She was walking by the courtyard and shalove spoke to some new people that were hanging outside . they were from chicago.Shalove never seen them before. they were looking for contessa she said she did not know her or what she was about .they were asking about the program for teens.shalove still denied it cause they were confused she didnt what to get involed so she left.sha got to niecey's house she knew shalove was coming .niecey said she could stay,she just needs time to calm down then mommy should let you come back home.so sha told niecey about jayla and that jayla had an apartment that she could stay a few nights niecy was cool with it as long as your not in danger you could just be chillin okay the only rule you have are going to school and showing respect are we cool with that?shalove said that's cool. so sha told niecey that she was going to jaylas to get some clothes.she was cool so sha went and left .she got to the eastend really fast!she went by jayla's she wasnt there so sha went in cause jayla always left the door unlocked . Sha was hungry so she went to the fridge , all of a sudden ,there was a big crash sha ran outside ,
There was a red four door ford sedan,crashed into a telephone pole on James st. someone got out they were running ,it was two people,it was charlie and Bougie they were running to a clubhouse. all of a sudden,edision shows up he starts running for the other clubhouse ,he see's sha and runs into jayla's apartment. sha quickly closed the door.Edison was trying to catch his breath!
all of a sudden ,They heard motorcycles and dogs.It was those new and younger police!sha glanced out the window.Joe was speeding down the street with his possee.some squads showed up with k-9 dogs they were sniffing the area .then all of a sudden,joe makes a weird sound shalove reacted to it ,she couldn't help but going outside in front of joe he looked and saw sha. sha felt so weird all she wanted to to hear was joes voice.he said for sha to come here.when ,she did ,he asked her about her friends,sha thought for a second,and blinked,then shook her head.she was dazed and everything was foggy.she looked up at joe he just stared at her.she wondered what she was doing outside . Joe goes into this big rant about how it is hunting season on the streets of Bridgeport and that all these criminals should beware.He asked sha again about her friends sha lied she said no she didn't see them.

Joe wanted sha to go with him someplace .She said "alright". Joe got on his bike and shalove joined him . He took sha over , to , the offices of the special police . They went into the building , it was also the F.B.I building . They went in the elevator to the coveted 4th floor . It was a special floor only top high ranking law enforcements officers could get past the massive marble and black tinted window doors . A securely , locked and coded door . You , could only , open with , a card key and vocal verification , of who you are . When , entering it was like , walking into the future , how we imagined the year , 2000 would look like . They had futuristict computers , All over . Some , were built into the wall , some were made into the wall . Their , were some in the glass ceiling , So , when you looked for some things , you would have to look up at the ceiling . There , were computers , in walls of glass . They , already , had some form of internet . It just was not let out , to the general public , yet . Law enforcement , is very high tech , creative and informed of anything new . They , are the Creators , of new age emerging technology .They were so ahead of civillian society , it was no wonder they had to be kept classified . Sha , had to get a special wristband , to let people , know , She was just a vistor . Joe and another special agent , took her on a tour of the facility . She saw ,the computers , she saw the classrooms , for the agents , she saw the new thing called cable t.v . These agents were talking to people in washinghton D.C. She , saw a room , with what , looked like atari games , on the big projector movie screen . They walked for quiet a bit then joe asked sha if she wanted lunch sha said okay,they proceeded to go to the cafe.they walked into the cafe they saw a man that joe knew. this man was a secret service agent.for some reason he had such an interest in shalove. they got some food and sha began to ask questions.they laughed at her interest sha's biggest question was about female agents sha looked up to strong independent women.she knew how imporatant their strenght was for the commuinity . He was a latino brother , handsome rugged very bubbly for an agent . He looked , over at shalove , and , squenched his eyes , at her . Do you mind , if I take you some place ? Sha said , well, if its for the mental emancipation for my people and my sisterhood of all races and a way of teaching them of a way out of captivity. Then , hey I'm all for it! They got on the elevator to leave . Sha , Joe and his friend Davis . They , preceeded out , the massive doors . They got on the elevator . Shalove , thought they were heading , to the lobby. Davis , pressed a button . He then , put in a small key . The elevator , went to the 1st floor , but it didn't , open on the side, that they usually , walk out . Sha , never saw that side of the elevator , open before. When , it did sha almost passed out in astonishment ! she stepped off the plateau of a different planet ! it was beyond future terriffic !

There was a computer , that was shaped like a chandeliar. The monitiors were all around it.
Joe starts to tell Sha , about the service . He was an agent as well as an officer . He , told sha , about service life . He , said " he enjoyed helping his country , by keeping it safe " . Sha was astonished . He , told her she could help her country ,too, he ,
said ," heck you could probaly change the world because your young.
sha replied "how could I?". He said that he and some of the others in law enforcement created a system of a new philosophy of controling and managing the establishments.It sounded to sha like joe had a god complex but joe was extremly intelligent .You could learn so much from him.sha listened attentively.
he went on for about an hour .His friend left long before he finished his pitcth at shalove.

sha told joe she would think about it.Joe said"cool".He told her he would take her home.They got on his bike a harly of course! He drove back kinda slow.they got back to the vill about 4pm . Sha headed
to her sister's house. she was thinking, about what Joe was saying , How could she help her country to be safe ? Her a kid straight out the projects ?
she was walking by and saw her best friend for now ketia . she kissed her cheek and said wassup! Tia was like wassup! the two girls were sitting in front of tia's building talking.all of a sudden,jayla appears she is soo angry! Why the heck are you talking to her!sha looked surprised she never thought that Jayla had issues with tia !"and if you must really know she is a lezy"spat jayla at tia.sha didnt know what was going on but she wanted her la to stop it . So, sha screamed at her La to stop yelling at her friend !Jayla lost it she slapped sha and said that she never wanted her to speak to tia again !then she lunged at tia and punched her in the face they were fighting , but la just shoved her to the ground and grabbed sha by the arm roughly and pulled her to her car. she told sha again not to ever speak to her again !she opened the car door and shoved her in it .slamed the doo.then , got in the driver's side .She started the car ,sha heard tia yelling something ,then all of a sudden ,tia's brothers came running out they started shooting at the car .Jayla sped off .with them still shooting .Jayla got away with sha in the car .they got to jayla's house .jayla started screaming at sha as soon as they were inside . why, do you think you have friends when I'm the only one for you? YOU don't even have family ! your brothers and your sister are already in my pockets ! Sha did'nt know what she meant but didnt care! she asked her la if she ever really loved her. or was she just a piece of ass. she replied both. she said that they were made to be together so matter what sha was hers she was sha's.she told her she could never get out of this !
la wouldn't let sha leave ! sha just went in the room to go to bed . Jayla took a shower , dried off got in bed naked .she forced herself on shalove ,after,they went to sleep. shalove woke up on monday ,she had wanted to go to school she had missed about a week's worth of classes . jayla told her no !stay here with
her. jayla made breakfast ,the two talked about last night ,shalove said ,"I love you Jayla , but I think you don't love me at all. You are abusing me". Jayla replied,"sha You are too trusting ,people yank on your chain so much .You need protection,shit you need protection from me". You trust people and you shouldnt. sha told La that she was tired of the abuse ,Jayla ,replied "your not leaving me "Sha said , if you change I will not go ".Jayla laughed, she said "okay".She told sha she would have to be different too,she couldnt talk to her friends anymore.
especially ,Ketia ,she agreed ,Jayla hugged sha and sha kissed Jayla .the following weekend ,that Friday as of matter of fact, sha was at her sister's house . hanging out ,listening to music her brother was playing the tunes .when up and all of a sudden wendell bust thorgh the door. Quick 5 0 is chasing Bougie . its that crazy cop joe .he's on his motorcycle ,then all of a sudden in bust Bougie ,screaming hid me hide me! that crazy cop after me !so everyone quickly hid Bougie under the living room couch .they put a blanket over the couch .then everyone got real quiet .they heard all the cops in the hallway sha could hear joe .the cops came to her sister's door at first noone ansewred the cops wouldnt go away they just said they knew they were home .wendell opened up first and said yes officer. the cop pushed his way in .back then you couldnt tell a cop he needed a search warrant the cops started checking .then, Joe showed up he took one look at Sha and said to the cops its okay this is one of his housees this is my girl .everyone looked at sha .joe asked if Bougie was there sha said no! so the cops left but joe hovered around the project on his motor cycle like a lion about to get a juicey steak .after , they were gone, they let Bougie out .He gave dap and decided to chill there for a minute ! her brother turned the music on and everyone started chillin . Bougie decided to leave after 2 hours in the house, Sha walked with him outside. as they were walking out sha saw ketia . Tia went over to sha and said was she alright sha said yes ! tia started telling sha that Jayla was crazy and that she woked for some crooked cops .that's why she had so much power on the streets sha didn't believe her.Tia finally
digressed and talked to her friend .They sat and started talking then all of a sudden , Joe comes ripping around the building Bougie didnt see him he circled him . Bougie tried to run but Joe jumped off his bike and tackled him . Sha and Tia and everyone outside ran over to them . They , tried to help
bougie ,
All of a sudden , Joe let's out a yell , in seconds the whole , project was locked down with police . They cuffed bougie and put him in a paddy wagon . Everyone , started screaming and crying ! For , some reason , Joe came up to Sha , and said ," good work , we got him ". Sha almost fainted . Why , did he say , that to , her. Everyone , looked as if she betrayed Bougie . She didn't . Joe set Sha up , so nobody would be friends with her . The crowd left , angry at Sha , thinking she betrayed her Bougie . Only , Tia stayed . The two best friends , walked away . Sha was crying . Tia said ," dont worry , Bougie knows , you wouldn' t ,
do that to him " .They talked for an hour .Tia finally , chirped up , and said , " well your gonna be an auntie ". Sha said ," what do you mean "? She was pregnant ,
by who none other than , Devont . Tia was only 12 going to be 13 . Sha hugged , her long time friend , and said congrats , to her , and she replied , good luck , with Jayla
Sha said ," thanks " she was still upset , about Bougie . Why was everyone she loved or cared about disappearing ?

All of a sudden , Sha heard the voice of the bitch she couldn't stand , calling her to her . It was lyrina .She thought they were gone for good.but they came back
apparently the cops they had were all getting promotions to go work in Washinton . They were there to tell them the good news.lyrina was out there when Bougie got arrested .she had that smug grin on her face .what do you want ?barked sha . She replied," where are all your friends at miss so popular ,it seems all the monkeys are in their cages where they should be " . She started to laugh . Sha threw a punch to her face . She ducked , all of a sudden she was being jumped . Tia , had left and everyone else was mad at her for , What they thought she did . They jumped her really bad , this time , some people were holding her down . she started bleeding from the nose and face . Sha blacked , out she awoke to , some one slapping her face .
It was Madison . She looked at , her face , then kicked her in the side . All of a sudden , she felt a rope around her neck , some one was tying it . She couldn' t see who it was . She was , so weak . She heard a car motor . Sha was in the middle of the street . She heard , all this laughter ,
it was coming from the crews . Madison and Lyrina were there , with there people . All , the people Sha tried to help and trusted , were there laughing . Lyrina bent
over to her face and told Sha , " I told you that was my husband " . that ' s when sha heard the car pull off as it
sped down the street the rope tighted around sha's neck, sha lost concise . She was being dragged to her death for some reason . The car stopped and someone got out and bent over Sha I told you not to talk to her again ! Sha looked up at Jayla .she took her last breath at the sound of all of lyrina and her people laughing out loud ! she closed her eyes . sha was left lying in the street .

2 days later at , the funeral Sha layed in the casket her colours blue and gold were all over the church .
So , many people were there , the church was overloaded with people . Shalove's family was there . Minnie was so distraught wondering why ,they hurt her baby?Her sister was thinking maybe she could have been more stricter on her little sister . Maybe took her where abouts more seriously . her brother and nieces were just crying .tia was there .she was screaming devont and her brothers tried to keep her calm . Even the fake outs ,the commitee tried to fake sadness . Joe , Madison , Lyrina , Contessa , and the rest , were all crying , They said," They couldn 't believe , that Jayla did it all the way, " , They thought , she was gonna stop , but she didn' t .The preacher , told of another tragic loss , to the commuinity . The young lives being lost to violence . Innocence and common sense was lost ! the preciuos blood of our people that is shed and mingled into the earth due to acts of violence and the injustices of society .our people need to understand the power of real love and how to use it . the sacrifice has to be enough to evol our sitiuation .all the injustices that are in modern times . we need a way to look forward and not back to the old ways of thinking .in order to change this to a positive resolve .
After , the funeral , They put Sha , in wait downstairs .
Everyone , left for the cemetary . Joe came downstairs , sighed and said to the casket ," good job you're on your way" !
Sha , opened her eyes , and said ," I guess so " !
Sha , rose up , from the casket . You , see , they had a job to do . Sha and her team , were enlisted by the CIA . lyrina , Madision , and Contessa were the leaders and creators of a corrupted form of goverment . they had created a secret society of domestic terriost groups . terriost in a different way .They would be a society of corruppted people in powerful positions . An anarchy of power and influence .They were so comitted to accomplishing this ,and 25 years later the world would see and know they did .The team had work to do.1st mission was to infiltrate this group . The CIA had been looking , for a team to infiltrate and at the right time , disband them . Joe was the top leader Sha was runner,
the two began to talk how could you police the goverment and police well figure a way how ,Bougie walks in and huggs sha great job honey !then up pops lady velvet everyone thinks she's crazy so she had a great cover!Edison comes in .wonderful work, daddy pop comes in ahhh how I love a plan . the team
got together and started to devise a plan on how to take this terrioist government down .They , all had fears of what , was ahead they all were unlikely , heroes
really rejects . They all said " who will really listen to us " . While , they were talking , someone came into the room . They started to , ask , " this is such highend corruption " ! Will anyone , want to police these people ?
Sha then , asked , Who will police the police ? a voice , said " I will " ! It was Jayla , her tru love .

This is the story of unlikly heroes who did something that society said ," they couldn 't " , these are the stories of the founders of a new establishment . Souls for the journey of Real believers of good .