S.T.a.R

Hidden in the darkness a light is coming out
Cutting through the shadows; into the eye of the storm
I wander slightly closer, but a demon blocks my path
I reach out to touch it, but it forces me right back

Because

In that star he'll be there,
like he always was in life
Leading me into that time after time.
But my secrets bind me
And my doubt blocks my path
And if I go any farther, I won't be able to turn back.

A flame is swaying gently, a dance that never dies
And I believe that I am healing, my tears beginning to dry
But that star's still calling and I know that I want to go
I fear that I'll start falling, but I feel the need to know

Because

In that star he'll be there,
like he always was in life
leading me into that time after time.
But my secrets bind me
and my doubt blocks my path
And if I go any farther, I won't be able to turn back.

And in that star he'll find me
So that finally may I rest at last
Seeing as I have been living in the past.
So I dream my dreams without shame
So that I might see him again
Leading me past those gates, into the star that's heaven.