I wish you knew

Laying in a bed,
That isnt really mine,
Wanting so badly to have an actual home,
A bed to call my own


Because of you,
I feel unwanted,
I feel homeless,
I feel abandoned

You drank away everything,
Our furniture,
Our food,
Our home,
Our family

You gave up everything,
For a stupid asshole,
You thought he'd be a good time,
But everyone knows you're miserable

Now you drink to take the pain away,
You drink to feel some kind of happiness

I wish you knew how hard it is,
To find some place to stay,
When you're only seventeen,
And make minimum wage

When you can't even count on family,
Because they accuse you of things you would never do,
Or they just don't want to deal with you

I wish you could feel what i felt,
Having to sleep at a friends house,
Because no one else wanted me around,

I'm an emotional wreck,
It's hard to feel loved now,
I don't even know what love is,
I push people away,
I'm always depressed

My childhood was taken,
Surrounded by things,
Kids shouldn't have to see,


I hope you're happy with what you did,
To your own god damn kid.