i hate the pain
it makes me sick
im dreading the memories
their just mean tricks
Damn you for giving up
fuck you for giving in
I wanted to be human with a heart
with love in the stars
Everything i used to do
made you smile and be you
now everything i do
makes you laugh and say "Shame on You."
Well, i laugh at you
when you dont know what you want
when all you can do is pout and wait
and im the one living, even if its with pain
i struggle just as much as you
maybe more so because im SaraTrue
and i make things more difficult
and pointless and curt.
I am dead to you.
You are dying to me
you dont want me
i cant want you
Theres something so wrong
and missing in my thoughts
so muddled and dumb
how is it im still alive
I have had you in my head for far to long
and i need to get away
darlin Boy
kill me today
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