I wish sometimes maybe I had listened
And stopped for just a second
To watch the world in it's most joyous form
Before I saw what was really there
Now I feel so trapped and alone
A shattered spirit full of glass
Can you see this soul
It's been tainted by the evil of the world
I've been looking for a way out
Maybe this time I won't take to cutting
It's too obvious
I know where all the pills are
I know which ones won't hurt
It will be so easy
All I got to do
Is take about twenty or thirty
Then lie down and let the world do its magic
In this life I never though
I would resort to this
Next time don't forget me
Please just watch out for when I fall
I needed someone to help me up
But no one came
So I lay down to die
I think maybe I'm dead
Or am I in a dream state
Who cares anymore?
No one seemed to give a crap before
So why would they now?
Author notes
oh and for da oder contest im portraying pain and maybe a little bit of being lost
its for a contest, I wudn't use drugs I don't think if I wanted to die
A contest entry
- 24 hours... or 20 entries... #1 by Namita.
300 points, ended February 5, 2007, 12 entries
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very sad but truthfull a good write
thanks for entering
good luck
lil -
.... this is really sad, but I see people from a distance going through those ideas a lot. To think my own relatives could even have some of the thoughts that you do sometimes, and I'm not able to do anything about it. Your writing about how things are hurting, etc. ... is really emotionally strong. I'm sorry you go through it. It was another great write, though.
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