The ocean flows onto the beach,
taking with it my footsteps, leaving nothing more behind.
I gave it all away,
my heart and soul on a deed, to you I consigned.
Perhaps as all this fades away,
with the sound of the ocean.
Perhaps finding love,
in truest forms was my demotion.
As I look into the sea,
so cool and calm, I wonder what life would be like.
Refraining from the memories,
of other times, and moments the ocean whisked away.
This ocean, so wide,
holds one thing sweet as honey for me, the thought of allay.
A chance where there is no agitation,
no fret, or worry.
I want to dive into this ocean, bask in its glory,
feel my body naked in its depths, no where in no hurry.
I want to feel the oceans currents,
lift my body to a higher level.
But as the moon dances in the sky above,
my mind wanders to all I know, that is my devil.
Naked, with nothing in the water,
but the ocean, and the moon glistening above.
I can see my reflection, in the moons appearance in the ocean,
I see the moon, and a different woman, a woman in love.
As the woman staring back at me,
fades into the ocean.
I swim for her, call her for her,
beg for devotion.
The woman's gone,
left me behind as the empty skin of her past.
Thrown aside, like a piece of trash,
an object aside cast.
Only to come back,
as a new.
This time travelling with the breeze of the sky,
and the clouds, bright and blue.
Its still the ocean, the moon,
and me, the empty skin.
A place with no time,
a place where no thoughts lie within.
No moments to forget,
no feelings to be fooled.
Just the ocean, the moon, and me,
calm, relax and cooled.
~~beautifully chaotic~~








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