^~*'One More Time'*~^

Flying, floating, twisting and contorting...
This feeling so passionate and rare...
Yet still
Sadness lingers left loathing the lamented whispers
But...
Maybe Now you'll see the judgment passed upon to thee
The spiritual bindings you have made to me
In this world and the next are our souls locked
Casting the damned to a world unspoken
And...
Maybe this time, just this time you can look beyond
This world, this prison, this hard cold steel


And...
My heart locked in this box for as long as you deny the whispers
Hope springs from the dead flower on the floor
Breeding ever still in the light of a new day
Dawning above the dark pit below
A wind so uplifting, and inspirational
Still...
Still calling your name in the darkness of my soul
Again pitting myself against your total control
Sputtering through the blood once spilt on this battlefield
Territorial calamities slashing at the commitments

And yet...
This world so cold becomes me, becomes my home
Stillness and silence echoes all around in the minds of the eternal
Beings so powerful, they choose...
They choose for you, they choose for me
Those coursing temptations of who I used to be
My storng will now vanished, my true weakness unleashed
Upon these hearts my fury will abide by no bounds

Forgotten...
Left to whither in this Hell sealed with a kiss and adored by the damned
Slipping through the loop holes, that's how you live
That's not living...you're already dead
You died the night you touched me when I said no
The night you forced entry to my heart and emotions
You unleashed a beast that you couldn't tame once you provoked it

Shaking...
Yes, I saw you shaking...new words spoken and my forgivness laid onto you
Undeserving, so shameful it was...to hear you weep
Hiding in those hollow tears that fall never from your heart
So bleed for me now if you hold me so high
Let me see that pedestal, the one you saved in the sky
Lift me up to the beauty and grace that you couldn't give

Refusing and...
Maybe now if you saw me here bleeding, my heart torn to shreds
Would you recognize me at all?
Would you stop and give me the slightest shrug?
Hold onto that moment you last touched my skin
For the occurences that followed made it your last

So love me now...And...
Caress my face as I follow my mouth to the grave
Brush your lips so gently against mine and try to tell me that you're sorry that one last time

Leave me...Leave me desolate and helpless
Cry for us in your dreams as they twist into nightmares
See my eyes a million and one times before you realize that YOU were wrong
That YOU broke ME...

SO...
Break me one more time, breath in my sweet suffering
Your dry melody of those bittersweet symphonies still ringing...
In the ears of us both
Call to me now my love, come see where I am
Prey on my vulnerability again, just like old times
Cut me down, try to pull me up with your imperfections

Imperfections?  Throw mine in my face once more

But...
Don't shed a tear, as you leave my lying here, on this floor
Your bed of roses so bitterly written across the very face of my death
Claim the Reaper, as he will most certainly claim you

And...
When your soul turns gray and you are drifting down
Taunted with my face and loving smile
Kiss me goodbye...it was you that committed our suicide!