What to say in my life?
What to say in this life?
Hm let's see...
My life is just a jumble of words
A jumble of peoples and emotions
My life is happy
My life is plain weird
Or it can be
Plain frightful
Growing up my life has been miserable
Abuse was strong and so was suicide
Wished for a mother to comfort me
But she was never there
Wish for a dad to love me
But I have never really met him
Playing the mother role
For my little sister and brother
Mom and her boyfriend come home
From the bars most nights
Come up to my room
And shows me what a nightmare really was like
In the morning I would stay in my room
Barely able to move
With each cut, bruise or
just a broken body
Day after day I watched my sister and brother
Get what they think they deserve
Day after day I sit alone by myself
Get what they think I deserve
Beatings and hatefulness
I tried to be random weird and happy
To hide my pain
I hid in drugs and alcohol
So I could feel numb when they came
I went to sex
For atleast maybe i was loved then
I wanted to die but my mom wouldn't let me
She wanted to see me suffer
I couldn't tell my friends
They wouldn't believe me or
They would tell their parents
Then I would surely be beaten even worse
Then the day came when I left
It came when mom kicked me out
I went to the neighbors and
They got custedy of me
I am not worried about my brother and sister
I know they are fine
For mom lives right next door
And there was just something about me she didn't like
When she was drunk
The only time she loved me
Was when she was sober
But that was the past
I am better now
Not really emotionally but physically
My foster mom treats me like her 11 year old
I really have no life
I have to work really hard to get it
I count the days until I graduate
Then I can be free
Free without parents
I love them all but
It is just not for me
My boyfriend wants me to move with him after school
I want to but I am kind of afraid
I love him so much and
He loves me as much
He treats me better than anyone else
He keeps me living
Him, my best friend and my cousin
I love them all so much
They help me when I am at my worst
They still love me
A real love
So now I am just a random hyper person
Who loves art and music and
Is quite good at them both
I love my friends
Things are starting to look up
What to say about my life?
What to say about this life?
That life is just life
And we have to live it
The best way that we can
Author notes
Yes,
this is all true. It happened and it happens to many other.
A contest entry
- tell me about how your life is, by forget my memories.
450 points, ended February 4, 2007, 22 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Please tell me what you think
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OMG!!
wow...that is pretty much all I have to say is wow... sounds like a hectic life and I can relate to it!!! BIG TIME!!!
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hey
thanks
. yeah it is. i hope yours gets better. 
♥
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Great
Hey there long time no speak
Any ways this poem is great I too am in a dark time in my life scared of what the future hold but the only thing we can do is like you say just live and do the best we can great write gril take care of yourself
Love Adam24
KEEP YA HEAD UP
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wow, I feel for all the feelings that this poem had to hold in what I'm assuuming is more like a nutshell than anything. It sounds like you've been through the thick of it. You've heard it before and lauphed, but can I tell you and let you know it's true from personal experience.... Jesus Loves you... He knows exactally what you've gone through and wants to invite you to come with Him after you die, where you will never again cry. I don't want to offend you, but I just want you to know that if you ask Him to save you He's waiting with open arms to give you love. life is a great thing to write about
thanks for sharing,
love
-deep one
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LIFE
That life is just life
And we have to live it
The best way that we can
this eanding roacks and i loved the poem i meen wow its a lote with a lot to say i agree we have to lie it great write and your poem is tight
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lol
hehe thanks for your comment. it made me giggle and smile. im glad you like it. yeah the ending is pretty awesome. i was amazed i good write that good lmao. thank you. ♥ ♥
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this is sad but it was very well wrtien. you can tell you put your whole heart into writing this and you pulled feeling deep from within you to write it amazing job thank you so much for entering my contest.
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hey
yes i did put my heart into it. i wrote this from real personal experience. it hurt me to write it but when i did i felt somewhat better. thanks so much for hosting this contest an for the lovely comment. ♥
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aww...sad but you did a fabulous job...i hope you win...
I tried to be random weird and happy
To hide my pain
I hid in drugs and alcohol
So I could feel numb when they came
I went to sex
For atleast maybe i was loved then
I wanted to die but my mom wouldn't let me
She wanted to see me suffer
this is the saddest thing ever...wow....i can begin to imagine what i would do if my life was thid way....but im happy Joey that you are the strong person who are today....stay strong ok?
love ya...
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hey
thanks. your comment means a lot to me. it was sad and everything else but i got through it. just never give in. thank you. i will. ♥ ♥ ♥
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