can't stop (addiction)

Kyle, this is for you
and all the things you've done
to make me feel so loved
by a special one
Kyle, i am sorry
for the blood i've spilled tonight
i hope that it will end
before there is a fight
Kyle, please forgive me
i broke it again and again
i can't keep a stupid promise
just get rid of me then
Kyle, i am lost
i'm being smothered like the flames
i'm locked away in darkness
i feel stabbed and re-named
Kyle, i do love you
and i really do still care
it's just that this addiction
doesn't go no where
Kyle, i fucking need you
don't leave me right now
don't shut me out i'll help you
just got to tell me how
Kyle, forget about me
because i don't seem to matter
it's okay i'll find you
through the blood i splatter
Kyle, i really beg you
don't treat me like that
don't ignore the feelings
and don't throw your fucking cat
Kyle, i don't get you
no i understand
i know that you're real hurt now
and i know you're just a man
Kyle, please just give me
one last dying chance
i swear i won't hurt myself
if i get one last glance
Kyle, i wish that
you would just be me
so maybe you would get it
the cutting feind that's me
Kyle, i am sorry
for all the pain i put you through
and i want you to know that
i'd never make it without you
Kyle, i love you
so very, very much
i love you past the sky
and the solar system and such
so Kyle, please forgive me
for doing what i have done
i promise to stop the bloodshed
if you still remain One
Kyle, this is all for you
and for me as you once said
i'll be here for you
as long as i'm not dead
Kyle, you're my baby
you're my broken heart
you're everything that put me back
when i was ripped apart.