I speak to myself:
it's okay to hurt
fine to be numb
still holding to dirt
all for what sum?
To feel the pain
over and over?
Actions taken not sane
diing not to be sober.
Is it all really worth
the breath and stress
to step back and forth?
Seems hurt likes to caress,
simmer over time
like salt in a wound gash
having to climb
forced to fall into ash.
Once I believed
that it would fade away
yet the pain is never relieved,
it's here to stay.
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not my best, i wrote that a few days ago when i was super confused about why i still feel pain from the past, why does it linger, did i not do something right?
